Help another thread about SN (sorry)

[devil]

So i found out i have money in my bank account (thanks to the stimulus check)
and now i have the possibility of finally ordering SN.
I'm actually really nervous to order it, but i think i'm ready to get more serious about my method.

For the people who have ordered theirs, how did you feel in the process of getting it and how do you feel now
that you actually have it in your possession?

I'm kinda freaking out lol, i'm super excited but i might start having second opinions idk.

 

[Гууу]

I wasted about 20-30 minutes of reviewing chem shops and their locations due to my house. Was also looked for a nice marking. Still failed a bit, they sent SN to me from other city (i don't recive it, gonna have it today). SN as CTB method aint popular in post-USSR, there are 2 or 3 articles about it in google. Emotionally i feel myself maybe maximum focused and full of opportunity last month.

 

[InTheAirTonight]

I have SN and all my meds ready to go. If I knew for certain it's peaceful then I would ctb easily, but I don't. Not sure if I can wait the 20 min to pass out. I probably would only do it if I had a black-out benzo to take with it. Going to try to get some benzos soon. I would rather spend my entire savings on some fucking nembutal if I could though.