South Korean Actress Kim Sae-ron Is Found Dead
The 24-year-old star, once a prolific child actor, appeared at the Cannes Film Festival and on Netflix, until a drunk-driving incident in 2022 derailed her career.
I think the New York Time article is pretty good.
Honestly, looking at her a part of me wonders. She looks amazing, must have enough money and probably has sort of a fanbase.
But depression and alcoholism can be pretty deadly. We only see a facade of a human being. We should not judge by one's appearance. Rest in peace.
I am pretty much offline in this forum. I text a lot with the woman from that dating app and I must use my time more strategically.
But this is only one reason why I am not posting that often anymore. I try to be more positive. I have less suicidal thoughts recently why should I be omnipresent in a suicide forum. Tbh it is very likely this "happiness" is only temporary. Our connection is not as good/frequent as in the start. I worry whether it will all crumble sooner or later.
I have the feeling she has more and more doubts. But I want to respect her privacy and not talk too openly on here about it.
Another reason if this really becomes a longterm relationship which is not clear now. Will she ever find out my Sanctioned Suicide account? I want to prevent that very much but it could happen. It would be a massive red flag.
Just half an hour ago I wanted to help her but she did not consider it helpful. I think I made everything worse. Maybe she is not pretty pissed at me. I think she changed after our first date. And told me she is very insecure now.
I have a very messy part of me. This suicidal, non-functional , depressed part of me. (but I emphasize I am not at all abusive maybe messy could sound like that)
And I try to eradicate that. But I cannot run away from who I truely am. At least not forever. It will tear me apart if this ends. And I doubt this will last forever.
I still think my life will end with suicide. But I try to enjoy the time I have for now. This frequent texting I have with her really nurtures and comforts my soul. I am even more mad at me now because I said something wrong this evening. Okay I tell it now. She gets sexual messages/pictures of a guy that molests her. I wanted to talk with her that she really should block him now. He is doing this now for several months and this shit will continue if she does not block him. I wanted to give her the courage to block him. But I made everything worse. And now I am the bad guy too for insisting that blocking is the right choice.
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