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peaches
Student
- Oct 19, 2022
- 110
Hello everyone,
I am curious if there is anyone who can relate to this in me.
I have always felt completely alone with the depth of my daily emotional pain.
In addition to needing an absence of such pain, I feel unheard, invisible, never believed whenever I have tried to express this pain.
I have been suicidal forever. Every day that I stay here, is another day of this intense emotional isolation. I have always thought that the only way I will be heard and believed is to ctb. THEN, 'they' will finally 'get' me.
I know I won't be around to know this and that most people will never 'get' me for any reason.
Others can only travel with me as far as they have travelled in themselves. And most people do not live with this level of pain.
I am very appreciative of this site and those of you expressing yourselves.
I am curious if there is anyone who can relate to this in me.
I have always felt completely alone with the depth of my daily emotional pain.
In addition to needing an absence of such pain, I feel unheard, invisible, never believed whenever I have tried to express this pain.
I have been suicidal forever. Every day that I stay here, is another day of this intense emotional isolation. I have always thought that the only way I will be heard and believed is to ctb. THEN, 'they' will finally 'get' me.
I know I won't be around to know this and that most people will never 'get' me for any reason.
Others can only travel with me as far as they have travelled in themselves. And most people do not live with this level of pain.
I am very appreciative of this site and those of you expressing yourselves.