feeling a little bit better. my husband is on his way back with an ensure equivalent.
ive been struggling with food my entire life. my mother didnt feed me as a child, left me with random people and the government was going to take me because of that but my mother fucked off and the eating problems only continued because my body became use to not eating (google: stomach shrinking. your stomach doesnt actually shrink but it does take less to make you feel full.) plus with your general "i hate my stomach" reasons. my eating is totally fucked up. its atypical anorexia so my weight isnt horrible although i am right on the line of underweight. (5ft4 110lb) i use to be 110 back when i was 14-15 but gained weight and have been around 115-125 since then (23 now).
as an anorexic i have succeeded, my belly is flat, but this malnutrition is kicking the shit out me. i seem to have developed blood sugar problems too.
im concerned about the IV drip, getting my stomach pumped and other things they might do to bring my nutrition back up. if i go it will be self admitted, or the equivalent because i passed out.
@leeloosnow im sorry i didnt give a very good response earlier (or that i didnt read yours very good) but im sick so im sure you understand the UUUUUUUUGH feeling