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hush hush

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May 13, 2022
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I found this quote on Reddit. It's true. For those of us who believe that life is a curse of eternal chores and needs, we feel trapped in a prison waiting for our sentence to end. Unfortunately, other people do everything to keep you in prison by regulating your keys, namely lethal sleeping pills, N, SN etc. You are thrown here without your consent and stay here against your will, having to do things you don't like, such as school or work, only because people will not let you die young, so the prospect of homelessness and starvation is real. I hate life so much that nothing can console me anymore, only sleep and death can. Unfortunately, I cannot sleep that long and I cannot commit suicide due to fear of forced resuscitation/treatment.
 
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Sep 24, 2020
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Yes, existence does feel like a prison to me as we were forced into a life that we never asked for and we have to suffer a great deal because of people's decisions to selfishly procreate. Suicide is always an option yet not a very straightforward one. We live in such a pro suffering world which tries to keep people here until they deteriorate from old age, making suicide as difficult and as complicated as possible. Nobody else should have any right to interfere with suicide attempts, as they are not living our life, why should they have a say in this. It's just so wrong how suicide is this stigmatised.

But I also despise life. It would be the best thing possible to peacefully pass away. Nothing apart from the thought of being dead brings me relief as well, I'm very tired of it all. Staying alive really is the worst possible thing, it's just so awful how something as useless and pointless as life can inflict so much endless torture onto humans. Simply just being awake and being aware of everything is such a horrible thing, of course suicide should be peaceful and easy for those who wish for it.
 
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hush hush

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May 13, 2022
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Yes, existence does feel like a prison to me as we were forced into a life that we never asked for and we have to suffer a great deal because of people's decisions to selfishly procreate. Suicide is always an option yet not a very straightforward one. We live in such a pro suffering world which tries to keep people here until they deteriorate from old age, making suicide as difficult and as complicated as possible. Nobody else should have any right to interfere with suicide attempts, as they are not living our life, why should they have a say in this. It's just so wrong how suicide is this stigmatised.

But I also despise life. It would be the best thing possible to peacefully pass away. Nothing apart from the thought of being dead brings me relief as well, I'm very tired of it all. Staying alive really is the worst possible thing, it's just so awful how something as useless and pointless as life can inflict so much endless torture onto humans. Simply just being awake and being aware of everything is such a horrible thing, of course suicide should be peaceful and easy for those who wish for it.
When are we going to escape from prison? Even though my prison cell is relatively comfortable (thanks to strong family support), I cannot feel at home here. I have to refuse the temporary confort of my cell and return to my home of non-existence. Society (a network of other prisoners) is cruel and would not like to participate.
 

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