Anger and rage....N

[ojinzo]

I spent the money...
A whole lot of money.
Still, no N.
It's been a month and for days since it was sent.
I'm not mad at D because he fulfilled his part.
Still stuck in Louisville, KY.
I'm just in rage.
Every day I have to drag my body to a job I hate and return to a home I can't stand.
All I want is to die in peace.
I can't get inert gas.
I don't trust using SN because it seems too complicated.
I'm just lost.
I am in turmoil every second I have to live.
I wish I had a gun or access to one.
I'm afraid to handcuff myself and tape plastic over my head because I think my body will jerk and make noise alerting my roommates.
I hate this life and want it to end.
I'm just

 

[Pluto]

I hope there is some hope for you to get the situation sorted. A non-delivery issue happened to me once a long time ago, but I was able to try a second time (it was actually reasonably-priced in those days) and it got through.

I have had a pretty dramatic day and I literally felt like coming home and giving my bottles of N a big hug. Having some sort of circuit-breaker is absolutely essential to me now.

 

[yaulkan]

I am also experiencing the same thing. I also spent 20 days in that warehouse. today
I'm looking for another place to buy....... The truth is, no matter how much I search for n, it's sad that I can't find it anywhere.

 

[Sick&TiredURGH]

Job I can so relate to I like where I live but I'm finding cleaning is not something I have the energy for but I like things clean. Had a deep clean done a couple of months ago but it was a total rip off and I don't have the money now to get someone else in.
Anyway I have my plan and my date added in my diary
Can't be definitive though as my partner is in construction and there is a chance that he might not be working at that point. Could get a hotel room but he'd notice and query it.
Am crossing my fingers that he will be working and knocking on wood...

 

[ChrisLeeHZ]

Louisville will release the package anyway,don't worry

 

[Jrmull1993]

Still stuck in Louisville, KY.

I'm guessing it shipped via UPS, as UPS Worldport is based in Louisville. It sounds like a customs hold up.

 

[yaulkan]

[I heard in the newspaper today that a family living in the semi-underground died due to flooding...
I pray for the peace of mind for the pity of the dead.]

 

[wljourney]

I'm really sorry to hear this.
There seem to be quite a few parcels stuck right now. I hope for you that it somehow still arrives but yes, it's much less likely now after such a long time.

 

[FuneralCry]

It's understandable as to why you would be so angry. A peaceful exit from this life should be a human right and we have already suffered enough in life so we shouldn't have to suffer as we are making plans to leave this world. I'm sorry that you are in this situation. Life is just too cruel and I know that it can be so awful being trapped in a life that you hate.

 

[Someone123]

N seems to keep getting intercepted in the u.s.- somne people in europe have had luck gettinhg it, but not in the u.s. as far as i have heard.

 

[Aya&Dazy]

This exactly what happened to me. Never arrived I don't expect to get it anymore.

So hopeless...

 

[Teardrop2021]

This exactly what happened to me. Never arrived I don't expect to get it anymore.

So hopeless...

When did you order it?

 

[Aya&Dazy]

When did you order it?

in June this year.