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NothingElseMatters

NothingElseMatters

Warlock
Mar 30, 2020
745
That's my worst fear.
 
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heatherwoof

heatherwoof

just wants to join her partner
Jan 17, 2021
13
i'm terrified about that too it's why i want to try partial more seriously than i've done in the past
 
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karel1987

Student
Dec 29, 2020
114
Thats also my biggest fair. I think of taking 5 xanax so i am relaxed
 
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AprilsBlessings

AprilsBlessings

Our tainted history is playing on repeat
Jul 26, 2020
172
same
 
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Life_and_Death

Life_and_Death

Do what's best for you 🕯️ I'm............
Jul 1, 2020
7,031
if you panic after taking SN just call an ambulance and tell them. they should have something to help you.
 
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Wrennie

Wrennie

Unholy autism, “bless you” 💔
Dec 18, 2019
1,546
If you panic we'll be here for you, no matter what decision you end up making.
 
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Leaving-Soon

Leaving-Soon

Member
Nov 9, 2020
70
For that reason (and to make it more peaceful), I was thinking about taking benzos+sleeping pills. But then there's a danger you vomit unconscious without a chance for the second drink.
 
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heatherwoof

heatherwoof

just wants to join her partner
Jan 17, 2021
13
For that reason (and to make it more peaceful), I was thinking about taking benzos+sleeping pills. But then there's a danger you vomit unconscious without a chance for the second drink.
i tried that recently but obviously didn't dose high enough. was NOT a good time
 
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ZardozOmega

ZardozOmega

Narcissist Gay NEET-cel
Mar 4, 2020
718
If you regret it, you'll have a few minutes to call an ambulance before you pass out.
 
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Jarni

Jarni

Love is a toothache in the heart. H.Heine
Dec 12, 2020
383
It's better to be really sure before.......
 
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Thanatonaut

Thanatonaut

My time is coming.
May 17, 2019
264
If this is a consideration for you, make sure to factor in where you live, and how far away is the nearest hospital or clinic with advance lifesaving facilities. Methylene blue is the antidote and will need to be administered in short order. If you live an hour from the nearest hospital, the chances of being able to call for help and be saved are significantly lower.
 
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aminend

Warlock
May 24, 2020
746
I think about that panic after SN. U must prepare urself for that and be ready to endure that panic
 
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Wrennie

Wrennie

Unholy autism, “bless you” 💔
Dec 18, 2019
1,546
Usually people make goodbye threads when it's their time to CTB and members provide them with moral support or even encourage them to seek help if they develop cold-feet.
 
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Nymph

Nymph

he/him
Jul 15, 2020
2,564
Call the ambulance and tell them what you took. There's methylene blue that's an antidote
 
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I want to end it

Arcanist
Apr 29, 2018
475
I think in order to overcome any panic that might occur, you need to really convince yourself that living would be much worse and ctb is the only realistic option you have. Easier said than done of course.

Also maybe you could practise situations where you raise your heart rate and feel genuinely scared (although I don't know if it will be equivalent to ctb).
 
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Nymph

Nymph

he/him
Jul 15, 2020
2,564
benzos can help you calm your nerve, even if a person is 109% ready and at peace with death there can still be some anxiety and panic after ingesting it so using benzos is better
 
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Scotty

Student
Dec 26, 2020
136
benzos can help you calm your nerve, even if a person is 109% ready and at peace with death there can still be some anxiety and panic after ingesting it so using benzos is better
Would love to take some Benzos before I SN, but they are so tough to get.
 
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Scotty

Student
Dec 26, 2020
136
You could lie to a doctor, get them on the dark net or use some alternatives.
No luck with the docs at all. Guess that I don't know what to tell them I guess. Not sure what the alternatives would be.
 
reticen

reticen

Student
Nov 5, 2020
170
OP you really really need to be 100% sure you want to CTB. Right now it seems you have not quite accepted CTB. Even if you call the hospital there is a very high chance you will die.
 
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WornOutLife

マット
Mar 22, 2020
7,163
You gotta be 100% sure and that might prevent or reduce the panic attack and regrets.
Also, having alcohol, weed or some tranquilizers could help.
 
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pen

pen

it's A non Getting Down socializing situation
Dec 25, 2020
122
i tried that recently but obviously didn't dose high enough. was NOT a good time
Hello, tell me, how much did you toke?
What it fells like?
Do you've any health problems related to the failed attempt?
Are you able to do it again?
Thank you
 
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Anonymoussn

Specialist
May 12, 2020
379
You gotta be 100% sure and that might prevent or reduce the panic attack and regrets.
Also, having alcohol, weed or some tranquilizers could help.
Alcohol is not a good idea. You're supposed to fast before taking SN. And consuming alcohol especially is a bad idea considering the effect it has on your stomach.
 
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WornOutLife

マット
Mar 22, 2020
7,163
Alcohol is not a good idea. You're supposed to fast before taking SN. And consuming alcohol especially is a bad idea considering the effect it has on your stomach.
Damn! Ty 4 this info. I'll take it into account!
 
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Leaving-Soon

Member
Nov 9, 2020
70
No luck with the docs at all. Guess that I don't know what to tell them I guess. Not sure what the alternatives would be.
  1. Chose desired benzos.
  2. Read the leaflet which should be available online.
  3. There would be symptoms listed in the leaflet.
  4. Chose few of these symptoms and tell the doc you got them.
  5. Get the prescription and go to the pharmacy to take your benzos.
 
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