ctb-soon
Student
- Jul 12, 2023
- 166
Hi
I am new here so I wanted to introduce myself.
I have been thinking about CTBing for a long time. Ever since a failed attempt when I was a teenager, those thoughts have been with me ever since.
They are not there all the time but come in waves of urges. Sometimes intense and sometimes faint and sometimes nothing at all. All I know is that it's no longer an issue of "if" I will CTB but "when." Lately, it feels more sooner than later.
Before this forum, I had never spoken out loud (so to speak) about my thoughts about CTB. But it's time to think about it in a more serious way. It's just liberating to write this post.
I am particularly interested in finding like-minded people considering some form of hanging, full suspension, partial or anything else like it -the tarregote (SP?) method.
I am not sure how people connect here, so I hope I am not overstepping anything.
But thank you for having a forum like this around.
I am new here so I wanted to introduce myself.
I have been thinking about CTBing for a long time. Ever since a failed attempt when I was a teenager, those thoughts have been with me ever since.
They are not there all the time but come in waves of urges. Sometimes intense and sometimes faint and sometimes nothing at all. All I know is that it's no longer an issue of "if" I will CTB but "when." Lately, it feels more sooner than later.
Before this forum, I had never spoken out loud (so to speak) about my thoughts about CTB. But it's time to think about it in a more serious way. It's just liberating to write this post.
I am particularly interested in finding like-minded people considering some form of hanging, full suspension, partial or anything else like it -the tarregote (SP?) method.
I am not sure how people connect here, so I hope I am not overstepping anything.
But thank you for having a forum like this around.
