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Dinnerwith6

Dinnerwith6

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I keep thinking that I'm dead, but I know I'm alive. But what if this is what death is like. Like the attempt failed, but in reality I did die that day and I'm living in this parallel reality that keeps waking me up. Does that mean I will never be able to truly find peace, and this is the most I'll get to reaching the unreachable
 
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cemeteryismyhome

cemeteryismyhome

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I'm absolutely serious when I say I could very well be in purgatory right now.
 
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Zhendou

Zhendou

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You have Cotard's Syndrome or Walking Corpse Syndrome. You are still alive, but the near death experience triggered the syndrome. It is your choice on what to do next. I wish you well.
 
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I keep thinking that I'm dead, but I know I'm alive. But what if this is what death is like. Like the attempt failed, but in reality I did die that day and I'm living in this parallel reality that keeps waking me up. Does that mean I will never be able to truly find peace, and this is the most I'll get to reaching the unreachable
Hmmm... would be quite odd if death was like this ... existence.

It doesn't mean you won't find peace tho... peace sometimes has it's way of finding people, in life sometimes, and ofc, it's also there in the afterlife, tho would be cool if peace will find u when u wake up next or smth.
 
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