WhiskeyHands
Looking California…Feeling Minnesota
- Oct 17, 2022
- 18
Over something like a breakup. How stupid and pathetic is that? Yet I don't see any other way to stop the pain, tears, and intrusive thoughts. This has cut me deep and left a heavy scar on my heart. I've had my heart broken before, but this is different. I have my own personal issues, and this break up just feels like the final push I've needed. I've lost her and so much of myself and my identity in the process. I've always had some suicidal ideations, but it's never been anything like this. The noose is ready, really just waiting for that final straw moment.