moya117
A replacement that can easily get replaced
- Mar 31, 2023
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for starters, my instincts about other ppl i met irl is really good, and im good at reading ppl too. this one girl at my school is sweet, sure she's a little bit uhh too cheery, not like normal cheery but i notice that she takes every opportunity to "shine" ykwim. she's smart, she's pretty and she teach me maths and helps other ppl a lot, whether its teacher or students. we get along pretty well, we discuss a lot of topics, i teach her about art and gives reccomendation on what products or methods to use.
you know the phrase "a friend to all is a friend to none"? i aggree with that and unfortunately if im not like really close to someone then i caters to everyone, and im really picky about which people im gonna open my feelings to, like REALLYY picky
i don't really have beef with her, but she starts to avoid me. i think i know why, might be because i told someone in our groupwork that she talks about not wanting them to contribute so she and i can get the credit.
now why sould i say that? lets get to the story
before that, she's like the lead of our groupwork since she wants it her ways, other ppl in our group suggest something that have been discussed and takes a long time and she just dissmiss it with her ideas, i have to aggree that her ideas are better but its too complicated for the topic which is about creating board game, like even the teacher have to be explained more than 3 times and still get the rules wrong and then choose to move to the other group because he's running out of time.
i didn't go to school because i just got released from a psychward at that time but im PISSED that she did not tell me anything about the board game that i completely forgot about it, I KNOW I SHOULD INITIATE but i have other things to worry about, BUT I STILL CARE ABOUT MY GRADES THO, and im pissed that she didn't info me anything about it untill the day to which the project have to be complete... she said that she didn't want to info me because im sick but whyyy, im gonna get more sick in the head when i see MY GRADES
thats why i tell everyone in our group about it. i understand that our group consists of students that are "low ranking" except me and her but its just rude to leave them out? she said that "well, they should initiate" THEY DO, but you completely ignore or just didn't use their ideas and moved on using YOUR ways, so they just resort waiting for your commands.
now looking back at it, a lot of ppl dislike her, mostly seniors. and i realized a lot of things she have done, whenever i interact with my first friend i made getting into class, she always butt in and stole my "spotlight" like changing the topics and all, maybe because he's pretty popular at the moment and because he's handsome? but nahhh she does that with EVERY boys in my class that are timid. and its why me and my friend got more and more distant, mainly because ppl make fun of us for dating but she makes it worse by her actions that i can't interact with him when i get the chance as long as she's around
EVERY teacher likes her, even the ones where the teacher's subject is her weakness, like english, she's my favorite teacher and im always at the top of her class, but FOR SOME REASON, that one girl is her favorite, which makes me jealous now that i think about it.
im still really confused about her, but i know now for a fact that i dislike her for some reasons
you know the phrase "a friend to all is a friend to none"? i aggree with that and unfortunately if im not like really close to someone then i caters to everyone, and im really picky about which people im gonna open my feelings to, like REALLYY picky
i don't really have beef with her, but she starts to avoid me. i think i know why, might be because i told someone in our groupwork that she talks about not wanting them to contribute so she and i can get the credit.
now why sould i say that? lets get to the story
before that, she's like the lead of our groupwork since she wants it her ways, other ppl in our group suggest something that have been discussed and takes a long time and she just dissmiss it with her ideas, i have to aggree that her ideas are better but its too complicated for the topic which is about creating board game, like even the teacher have to be explained more than 3 times and still get the rules wrong and then choose to move to the other group because he's running out of time.
i didn't go to school because i just got released from a psychward at that time but im PISSED that she did not tell me anything about the board game that i completely forgot about it, I KNOW I SHOULD INITIATE but i have other things to worry about, BUT I STILL CARE ABOUT MY GRADES THO, and im pissed that she didn't info me anything about it untill the day to which the project have to be complete... she said that she didn't want to info me because im sick but whyyy, im gonna get more sick in the head when i see MY GRADES
thats why i tell everyone in our group about it. i understand that our group consists of students that are "low ranking" except me and her but its just rude to leave them out? she said that "well, they should initiate" THEY DO, but you completely ignore or just didn't use their ideas and moved on using YOUR ways, so they just resort waiting for your commands.
now looking back at it, a lot of ppl dislike her, mostly seniors. and i realized a lot of things she have done, whenever i interact with my first friend i made getting into class, she always butt in and stole my "spotlight" like changing the topics and all, maybe because he's pretty popular at the moment and because he's handsome? but nahhh she does that with EVERY boys in my class that are timid. and its why me and my friend got more and more distant, mainly because ppl make fun of us for dating but she makes it worse by her actions that i can't interact with him when i get the chance as long as she's around
EVERY teacher likes her, even the ones where the teacher's subject is her weakness, like english, she's my favorite teacher and im always at the top of her class, but FOR SOME REASON, that one girl is her favorite, which makes me jealous now that i think about it.
im still really confused about her, but i know now for a fact that i dislike her for some reasons
