Tired_potato
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- May 28, 2022
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I started to notice that I might start to romanticide suicide for myself. Making plans or looking at the methods I can use, it makes me feel like a kid in a candy store about to steal some candy. I could get caught but the reward is worth it.
As the thought of cutting my wrist and bleeding out sounds like a good feeling, just to feel the life flowing away, like falling asleep. Or the thought of hanging myself makes me feel giddy, as if I'm a kid that is going to Disney land.
The whole dying or being dead feel sounds like a good well deserved nap for me. The only thing that's make me doubt it is that i will not be able to wake up from it, and sometimes I don't even care about that.
I kinda feel stupid feeling like this, do I really want to die, or do I just want to flirt with death.
As the thought of cutting my wrist and bleeding out sounds like a good feeling, just to feel the life flowing away, like falling asleep. Or the thought of hanging myself makes me feel giddy, as if I'm a kid that is going to Disney land.
The whole dying or being dead feel sounds like a good well deserved nap for me. The only thing that's make me doubt it is that i will not be able to wake up from it, and sometimes I don't even care about that.
I kinda feel stupid feeling like this, do I really want to die, or do I just want to flirt with death.