I've been thinking recently that maybe I'm just a person who has grown up feeling sorry for myself. My Suicidal thoughts since I was 11-12. I was just a child. I can't really blame myself for that. I'm 26 now and still like I'm a helpless 12 year old hopeless and witn my own choices out of my control. I feel like everyone else can see this victim complex I have and that's why people leave.
I don't know how to change when my brain is always telling me to ctb and that I AM hopeless. I feel like no one expects me to succeed.
Anyways this is just a vent post that I hope others can relate to
I don't know how to change when my brain is always telling me to ctb and that I AM hopeless. I feel like no one expects me to succeed.
Anyways this is just a vent post that I hope others can relate to
