Tenshi_vhc
I wonder what it’s like to be pretty….
- Mar 20, 2024
- 21
I've noticed my whole life everyone always ignores me and when ever the realization hits hard again it just makes me cry. People around me don't seem to care about anything I have to say. I guess just now everyone's doing it. When I'm in big groups and I muster up the courage to finally talk, everyone always stays silent and goes to another topic and always disregards what I have to say. When I'm talking to friends they just ignore me completely even talk over me. Maybe it's just because I'm a shy person? Idk I think I'm childish and want attention. Everyone has done it today, my friends, my family, even my partner. It doesn't make it any better that I'm super sick and just want to be comforted. I've been in such pain in bed but no one cares. They just go on about there day. This is why I think everything would be ok if I just died. It feels like I'm just seeking attention when I feel this way and I feel guilty. Idk anymore tbh.