Am alone again. Lost my friend.

[PROJECT: Extase]

Another homie from SaSu just ctbed. Like Juice wrld said, "we die in three like musketeers~".
The feeling is pretty weird, my mind is like "Oh, right. This is real life. He's gone forever.", even though i knew when he was going to ctb. Guess you are never ready for it
It's been a week since i've ordered SN. It should be here in three days max. I wanna go too. I was supposed to ctb with him but the SN took more time than expected. And lil bro really needed to die so...
He was an extremely nice person, so sweet and affectionate. A real homie as they call them. Aint too many of them left they just keep dying! And im next on the list!
So yeah dont get me wrong im happy that he found peace and freedom but it always hurts that sensitive heart of mine when i lose one of the few people who were nice to me. He even gave me hugs! Ok, those were virtual hugs but, hey, a hug is a hug! No one ever hugged me with empathy before him.
Damn I need to die too so i can join him and others, as well as Extase.

Rest in peace lil bro, you deserved it. I'll miss u for my few days left before i die



(dont mind my weird way of writing lul)

 

[FuneralCry]

At least all those who are gone are now at peace and permanently free from all suffering, I envy them but anyway I wish you the best of luck in your plans.

 

[CloudyNightSky]

Damn the moment reality hits yeah that feeling sucks. Idk if you're able to, but I hope u can enjoy the days before you go. If you ever like wanna vent, talk or smth feel free to do so. There's probably a lot of things on ur mind rn.
Like your way of writing tho

 

[Sacky]

I'm really sorry to hear that. Having a "sensitive heart" is a good thing, in my opinion. And if he was kind to you it's natural that you'd feel bad for losing him.

I can only give you my condolences and hope that you find peace. I wish you the best.



P.S. Your way of writing is kinda cute.