Venting am 24Y.O but i am like a 5Y.O mentally

[thereisnoneed]

Basically i can't take care of my self or deal with the outside world or people in general, i am too clumsy, i suck at many everyday things that are meant to be second hand nature to me, i am treated like a mentally handicapped person by my family and everyone i know I.R.L, for starters i can't even have a short talk with my own father or siblings i struggle to express thoughts or emotions clearly, sometimes words don't even come out and i just end up making odd repetitive noises and body movements, hell i can't even speak my country's language well at all, this is due to severe social isolation and spending all my life on western internet, i can't even tie my shoes, sometimes i can't open the door with the keys even after doing it properly many times, and i get the need to ask outsiders to help to open the house's door, my parents don't even trust me to take the keys with me outside, they have not started allowing me to take them with me until very recently, they think am retarded and would lose them, they also don't allow me to take cash with me outside for groceries because i fear i would lose it, i am treated like a subhuman, and i can't blame them, i am really retarded and have always been bad with many everyday things that are second nature to everyone, help my dad even refused to get me a laptop because he feared i would let fall to the ground and break it, i have always been treated like a retard (for good reasons) and my family being overly sheltering fucked it even more, i don't even know how or what to do or where to go to when i want to ask for a taxi or bus, i have been a NEET/hiki for most of my life by now, there are many examples i can give but, ugh, i look as pathetic as i am already, basically everyone I.R.L says there's something wrong with my head, i think i am brain damaged or my mom dropped me as a baby.

 

[Mooncry]

I relate. I was (and still am somewhat) treated like a child for the majority of my life. Only very recently, like in the last couple years, have I finally been able to break out of that curse and be treated like I'm not a literal baby by my family, even though I'm still infantilized by strangers who assume I'm far younger than my age. I'm short and small with a young face, and my autism makes me extremely socially awkward.

I'm also NEET and basically a shut-in. My anxiety and AvPD make living a normal life impossible, and being treated like a child at every job I've ever had has humiliated me and completely destroyed my confidence. This world isn't kind to people who don't fit society's strict, unfair standards. I'm sorry you have to deal with this. You're just as valid and worthy as anybody else.

 

[thereisnoneed]

i am not convinced that i am disabled or can't work even if i get told that regularly, i would just need a patient employer, which's impossible without connections.

I relate. I was (and still am somewhat) treated like a child for the majority of my life. Only very recently, like in the last couple years, have I finally been able to break out of that curse and be treated like I'm not a literal baby by my family, even though I'm still infantilized by strangers who assume I'm far younger than my age. I'm short and small with a young face, and my autism makes me extremely socially awkward.

I'm also NEET and basically a shut-in. My anxiety and AvPD make living a normal life impossible, and being treated like a child at every job I've ever had has humiliated me and completely destroyed my confidence. This world isn't kind to people who don't fit society's strict, unfair standards. I'm sorry you have to deal with this. You're just as valid and worthy as anybody else.

 

[The Unanswered Q]

Same, do have brain damage and don't see the point in living with it. What's the point of living if it's basically guaranteed you'll never accomplish anything?

 

[daveyc]

I can relate. I'm 29 years old and I cannot even read.

I wish schools actually taught children how to read and write like they're supposed to. Instead, they teach children that bullying and sexual harassment are normal.

 

[bratwurststodeath]

Basically i can't take care of my self or deal with the outside world or people in general, i am too clumsy, i suck at many everyday things that are meant to be second hand nature to me, i am treated like a mentally handicapped person by my family and everyone i know I.R.L, for starters i can't even have a short talk with my own father or siblings i struggle to express thoughts or emotions clearly, sometimes words don't even come out and i just end up making odd repetitive noises and body movements, hell i can't even speak my country's language well at all, this is due to severe social isolation and spending all my life on western internet, i can't even tie my shoes, sometimes i can't open the door with the keys even after doing it properly many times, and i get the need to ask outsiders to help to open the house's door, my parents don't even trust me to take the keys with me outside, they have not started allowing me to take them with me until very recently, they think am retarded and would lose them, they also don't allow me to take cash with me outside for groceries because i fear i would lose it, i am treated like a subhuman, and i can't blame them, i am really retarded and have always been bad with many everyday things that are second nature to everyone, help my dad even refused to get me a laptop because he feared i would let fall to the ground and break it, i have always been treated like a retard (for good reasons) and my family being overly sheltering fucked it even more, i don't even know how or what to do or where to go to when i want to ask for a taxi or bus, i have been a NEET/hiki for most of my life by now, there are many examples i can give but, ugh, i look as pathetic as i am already, basically everyone I.R.L says there's something wrong with my head, i think i am brain damaged or my mom dropped me as a baby.

you are not alon e.. I am 18 but i am like im stuck at 7 years old. I hope we can be friends. You deserve goodness in life.

 

[thereisnoneed]

you are not alon e.. I am 18 but i am like im stuck at 7 years old. I hope we can be friends. You deserve goodness in life.

my discord is 17cure if you wish to be friends

 

[bratwurststodeath]

my discord is 17cure if you wish to be friends

okay, mine is dailyhorsefacts :]