Always felt like I was destined to off myself.

[WirriumDank]

Have any of you ever felt like you weren't meant to live very long? It's like a knowing feeling that you weren't meant to exist for a very long time. I've always had that "knowing" feeling for as long as I could remember.

 

[Kolanthel]

Its eerie but I know what you mean. I've always feel like I've lived this life before and am currently reliving it. I have frequent de ja vus and some premonitions into the near future but something tells me it's all about to end and there won't be anything beyond that point. It's like I can sense my impending death.

 

[Moon Flower]

I have this same feeling. My parents suicides only made it stronger honestly, it's like I'm predisposed no matter what.

 

[trynacbt]

I feel similarly, especially after my mom ctb'd earlier this year.
For a long time, though, I had 'accepted' having to live, because I didn't know how I'd find a way out (I'm very averse to 'violent' methods). But then I found this forum and everything changed.

 

[Starseedchip]

Its eerie but I know what you mean. I've always feel like I've lived this life before and am currently reliving it. I have frequent de ja vus and some premonitions into the near future but something tells me it's all about to end and there won't be anything beyond that point. It's like I can sense my impending death.

sorry to stalk and barge into your comment but I dont know how to respond to the message you left on my profile.