lovelove416
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- Dec 10, 2025
- 2
I'm not entirely sold on CTB. I like the idea of VSED because it's a non method. It takes so much will power. I want to be tested by my method. How much do I want to CTB? I feel like with VSED I can undo it quickly if I back out. However I've been to the hospital 2 times this year and it's miserable. I want to be with my family and loving cats for Christmas not hospitalized. Instead of VSED what should I do? If I'm this compelled to live, should I continue my life? I don't want to suffer.