Help Alternative to partial hanging?

[WheresMyMind]

I want to anticipate my departure and that means I won't be able to take a hotel room. I don't want it o hang myself at hope and even if I wanted I have zero privacy so I would be rescued too easily. I have to rethink my plan but I don't know what could be a valid alternative. I can't access so sn and I don't have a gun. I'm also too far away from places with tall building were I could jump off

 

[jodes2]

Why can't you get SN?

 

[WheresMyMind]

Why can't you get SN?

Mostly because I live in a palace were anyone could see me get it. I live with my parents in a building were anyone can see what you take to your home

 

[jodes2]

Mostly because I live in a palace were anyone could see me get it. I live with my parents in a building were anyone can see what you take to your home

Does it matter? Just say it's something else? Or would someone want to inspect what's inside the parcel?

 

[WheresMyMind]

Does it matter? Just say it's something else? Or would someone want to inspect what's inside the parcel?

They would likely look inside

 

[jodes2]

They would likely look inside

That's such a violation of privacy. How do you put up with that

 

[FuneralCry]

I understand having limited access to methods. Suicide really shouldn't be so difficult and It's unfair how we live in a world that makes it as hard for us to die as possible. I think that all anyone can do is look at the method resource section and decide what is best for themselves.

 

[WheresMyMind]

That's such a violation of privacy. How do you put up with that

I know they don't do it with malicious intent, they usually let me open up my stuff but it always ends up with them asking what is it and looking when I'm opening. I guess they are used to me ordering stuff for the family that could be used by them too. It happened to find my packages opened because they thought it was for them. It is really just too risky