Alone, Sick, Unemployable, Facing Homelessness and Financial Oblivion in the Dead of Winter. Anyone know how to hide Valium in an autopsy report?

[toforigivelife]

So it looked like I simply died peacefully in my sleep.

I probably shouldn't count on anyone knowing how to hide Valium in an autopsy report. Thought I'd ask anyway.

I'm alone, sick, jobless, unemployable, trapped in a small town and facing homelessness and financial oblivion at the end of December, the dead of winter in this current low wages/astronomical housing costs economic climate.

If not Valium, anyone know how to induce a fatal Temporal Lobe Epileptic seizure? SUDEP? Sudden death by epilepsy?

Didn't think so. Thanks for reading this.

 

[Smart No More]

I'm sorry to say that valium/diazepam isn't suitable for ctb. It's useful as a potentiator for other drugs but you can't hide it from an autopsy investigation.

 

[Cathy Ames]

If not Valium, anyone know how to induce a fatal Temporal Lobe Epileptic seizure? SUDEP? Sudden death by epilepsy?

Didn't think so. Thanks for reading this.

Do you already have epilepsy? If you don't already have epilepsy, I don't think it can be done.

 

[toforigivelife]

Do you already have epilepsy? If you don't already have epilepsy, I don't think it can be done.

Yes, I do have temporal lobe epilepsy.

I'm sorry to say that valium/diazepam isn't suitable for ctb. It's useful as a potentiator for other drugs but you can't hide it from an autopsy investigation.

I wish I could be confident that a losartan overdose would work.

 

[Obliviate]

This is heartbreaking to read. I'm so sorry you're going through this. Ugh life is so fucked up. DO you have any other methods you might be interested in?

 

[Smart No More]

Opioids ans benzos are quite dangerous when mixed. They will show up post mortem though. As would any excess of any meds you're prescribed as it's not just the presence that's checjed for but quantity also.

Sorry you're dealing with feelings of such helplessness. I know how that feels and it's perplexing lto the core.

Can you apply for any kind of support? Not sure which country you're in. I know some countries would have provisions in place for people like yourself though. Not perfect by any means but somewhat better than complete destitution.

 

[toforigivelife]

This is heartbreaking to read. I'm so sorry you're going through this. Ugh life is so fucked up. DO you have any other methods you might be interested in?

I have 1,000 mg of losartan. Losartan is supposed to be dangerous in high amounts and can cause cardiac arrest but of the 'net doesn't give specific info on this.

 

[Smart No More]

I guess you could look up it's LD50. That's the number assigned to all meds at their fatal dose in 50% of cases tested I think. Though I would urge against using losartan or any other meds you're prescribed.

You mentioned wanting to stop the valium showing up in your post mortem. Why was that?

Even if you used your prescription meds they would be identified as the cause of death so it would be obvious it was suicide. They might deem it accidental if realistically possible but if you have to take many pills in one go it wouldn't fly.

 

[toforigivelife]

I guess you could look up it's LD50. That's the number assigned to all meds at their fatal dose in 50% of cases tested I think. Though I would urge against using losartan or any other meds you're prescribed.

You mentioned wanting to stop the valium showing up in your post mortem. Why was that?

Even if you used your prescription meds they would be identified as the cause of death so it would be obvious it was suicide. They might deem it accidental if realistically possible but if you have to take many pills in one go it wouldn't fly.

You're right.

I was trying to achieve the impossible. Making my suicide look like natural causes.

 

[toforigivelife]

Just wanted to give an update.

I'm very fortunate to have found a nice live-in caregiver position where I'll be working with and for some very nice people.

Thank you all for your kind words and for your concern. Thank you.

 

[BipolarExpress]

Just wanted to give an update.

I'm very fortunate to have found a nice live-in caregiver position where I'll be working with and for some very nice people.

Thank you all for your kind words and for your concern. Thank you.

Congratulations! I hope things get better for you.

 

[toforigivelife]

Congratulations! I hope things get better for you.

Thank you my friend. And I wish you the same. I truly hope that things get better for you as well.