Almost time..

[Rose190021]

I've made it through half this day. Did normal things with family. Made up a reason to be gone from the house for a few days. Now just to get through therapy. Then wait till dark and execute my plan. Need to buy alcohol still. Need to get through these last few hours. Tonight is my night. Thanks everyone for everything!! Peace be with all of you. I may post before going through with my plan but if not I wish you all happiness, courage, and strength for whatever decision you make in life.

 

[lemmeeleev]

Good luck, I hope you will find the peace you deserve.

 

[English_Rose]

I've made it through half this day. Did normal things with family. Made up a reason to be gone from the house for a few days. Now just to get through therapy. Then wait till dark and execute my plan. Need to buy alcohol still. Need to get through these last few hours. Tonight is my night. Thanks everyone for everything!! Peace be with all of you. I may post before going through with my plan but if not I wish you all happiness, courage, and strength for whatever decision you make in life.

At this time, right now in you're mind, you are going through with the plan you feel is best for you. I can't tell you NOT to do this, as I feel we are all free to do what we feel is best for ourselves. But I WILL say that you would be greatly missed and that whatever issue's you have, can be helped, or at least made easier to deal with. I know it sucks and it's like the world is a bad awful place to live in...And it is, 99% of the time. I feel like CTB most days and I still might, who knows...But think about it, why deprive yourself of a NEW life...You could just run away and start again..Sounds like fun, at least that's what also often goes through my head...Either way, I wish you luck in life and whatever choices you make, be sure that you really want to follow them, as it's final once completed..No going back.

 

[littlelady774]

Hope you find peace

 

[Philip]

Hope everything goes well for you tonight and you enjoy your eternal sleep

 

[color_me_gone]

Tonight is my night. Thanks everyone for everything!! Peace be with all of you. I may post before going through with my plan but if not I wish you all happiness, courage, and strength for whatever decision you make in life.

Did you decide your location?

We always hate to lose another dear member of our group.
We are almost like a fraternity here, except we don't meet in person.
We know you need to do what you need to do, we know the suffering.
If you decide to change your mind, that is ok too. We welcome you back.
Sometimes our survival instincts in our mind get the best of us.
Sometimes our will is strong enough to overcome even that.

So anyway, whatever you decide, we wish you the best.
Because as a living being, you deserve that.
Hugs to you dear Rose.

 

[Sixfeetunder]

May you find peace.

 

[Retched]

I hope you find the peace you seek. Hugs.

 

[Deleted member 4993]

Good luck and may you find peace

 

[Jiva]

I have hope you find peace. Good luck. Hug.

 

[JJ-NOHOPE]

This is very sad, but I respect your decision.

I hope you find peace.

 

[VoloFataliDoce]

I hope I'm not too late to say goodbye. Best wishes to you. I hope you find the peace you're seeking. You'll be missed.

 

[Dead_Inside]

I've made it through half this day. Did normal things with family. Made up a reason to be gone from the house for a few days. Now just to get through therapy. Then wait till dark and execute my plan. Need to buy alcohol still. Need to get through these last few hours. Tonight is my night. Thanks everyone for everything!! Peace be with all of you. I may post before going through with my plan but if not I wish you all happiness, courage, and strength for whatever decision you make in life.

I send you all the luck I have to give. Peace awaits you- no more suffering.
If they let you take someone with you, grab me up ok?

 

[Tomoe]

I feel sad but I understand where you're coming from :(

 

[EmotionlessWanderer]

@Rose190021

If you're no longer here then I seriously hope you're at peace.

 

[21Neberg]

I'm so glad you're free now.

 

[told.you.so]

May you find peace.