Venting Almost Time For Me To Go

[WarRunner]

In about four weeks, I will CTB on July 15th. I despise myself for being nothing more than a piece of meat for just simple women and I wish I wasn't so cold and indifferent to someone I love. If there's ever an afterlife, I wish I could be given a second chance to redeem myself by going back to the day where I first met my crush and be with her forever and have the most happiest and satisfying relationship ever. Maybe I won't have a second chance after all the things I've done while manic, but I believe the mentally ill are given second chances perhaps.

 

[MeriDeath]

You are not alone!
And I wish you knew life has so much to offer other than just being a piece of meat.
I hope you choose the right path
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