Almost There Guys - Christmas Holidays almost over

[awfullife]

As we all know, this is a brutal time of year....And if you are like me, the thoughts of CTB around this time of year are intense. I obviously abstain from taking action as it would crush my family. Well, hoping you guys are doing ok and here's to the new year when we can either recover or CTB at a more convenient time for those that will still be here grieving our loss.

 

[pole]

holidays are almost over yeah, then comes new years, then a whole new year and starting this never ending cycle all over again. endless cycle of life.

 

[TimeToBiteTheDust]

Yesterday I guy in town jumped onto the train just before midnight.. Obviously he's dead and I wish I had been him. I don't even have the guts to drink sn. I cannot think in other thing but dying. My life is ended almost 30 years of life are better than 100 for me. I want to end it!!

 

[Squiddy]

I'd love to ctb now, but don't want to hurt my family

 

[Schadenfreude]

Yesterday I guy in town jumped onto the train just before midnight.. Obviously he's dead and I wish I had been him. I don't even have the guts to drink sn.

I read it as he literally just got on the train and left town, never looking back. Which in itself sounds nice as well.

 

[gambardella]

Those holidays for sure are tough. I can feel myself relapsing.

 

[LMLN]

Oh dear, I'm so glad it's almost over. I love my parents, but oh boy do they stress me out. They need to go home.....

 

[Carina]

Today was a lot harder than I had expected honestly for me. Mom had me take pictures with her boyfriend, she looked so happy, like they loved each other. I.... kind of slipped.... and said "you know I could just leave forever.... and then you and he can get married, and be happy... and " I caught myself when I realized what I was saying. She was like "why would we do that?" and I tried to just blow it off as a joke.

I too hope that people who are wanting/needing to get through the holidays can get through them.

 

[LegaliseIt!]

Other than my husband, my family would help mix up the SN for me!

 

[jgm63]

Other than my husband, my family would help mix up the SN for me!

It's so nice to hear that you have such a supportive family who try to assist you with your endeavours