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almostoutofhere

almostoutofhere

Living in the past
Dec 27, 2022
163
Won't go into too many details, but decided to get some blue 30's yesterday, price was reasonable so I said why not. So I started smoking one. Next thing I know there's paramedics standing next to me in my room asking me if I was ok or needed to go to the hospital.

Apparently I blacked out and my family came into my room trying to wake me up, pour water on me, trying to give me cpr. So if someone wants ctb with fent, it's very peaceful. If I did a lot more and and wasn't found I'd surely been dead. My plan is still SN, but fent is definitely an option now…
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
46,847
I envy those who have access to such peaceful methods, to me there is nothing more ideal than passing away peacefully. It's really awful to me how such methods are not more easily accessible.
 
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Secret

Member
Feb 10, 2021
45
If only that was easy to get here in the UK. Sadly from what I've read on here, it is near impossible.
 
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Notforlong

Member
Sep 19, 2022
47
Won't go into too many details, but decided to get some blue 30's yesterday, price was reasonable so I said why not. So I started smoking one. Next thing I know there's paramedics standing next to me in my room asking me if I was ok or needed to go to the hospital.

Apparently I blacked out and my family came into my room trying to wake me up, pour water on me, trying to give me cpr. So if someone wants ctb with fent, it's very peaceful. If I did a lot more and and wasn't found I'd surely been dead. My plan is still SN, but fent is definitely an option now…
For now, my plan is also SN but my backup is protonitazene which should be similar to fent but faster.
 
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UKscotty

Doesn't read PMs
May 20, 2021
2,445
Fentanyl has become such a big and popular drug here in the UK, it seems to be everywhere now.

It's just stronger heroin essentially, right?

I would if you could od on the patches by putting a few on?
 
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stilhavinightmares

stilhavinightmares

Warlock
Oct 13, 2022
759
If I had access to it I would definitely choose fentanyl as my method.
 
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Smart No More

Visionary
May 5, 2021
2,726
Fentanyl has become such a big and popular drug here in the UK, it seems to be everywhere now.

Really? I'm curious to know where because as far as I see it's much less available in the UK.


I bought some pressed M30's but they don't contain fentanyl. Probably etonitazepyne or similar. It's actually stronger than fentanyl. There's a whole bunch of stronger analogues. The 'etazenes' and 'pynes'. It's possible OP's were something similar too but if in the US there's much more chance of it actually being fentanyl.


With regards to fentanyl being a stronger version of heroin, that's sort of true but has less 'recreational' value. I think the reason it's so popular is firstly because it flooded the US opiate/heroin market because cartels can make it very cheaply rather than having to go and buy heroin or thiobaine to turn into heroin from an outside source (abroad) , import and sell it at a profit. With Fentanyl there's no upfront cost and all sales are profit so that soon became a substitute for heroin in their eyes. Once they flooded the markets with it, all the addicts who thought they were buying heroin or oxycodone (or hydromorphone or perc's or whatever) now find themselves with a fentanyl addiction and no heroin can fill that requirement so they now seek the fentanyl out. They no longer enjoy a high. They're just slaves to it now. Literally cartel slaves. Trapped in a cycle that there aren't any meds to help them off it unlike with heroin.
 
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Why Me?

Experienced
Apr 5, 2022
270
I wish I could just take something and peacefully go away. I would take it right now, it would have been better if I was never born and I just want this terrible life to end.
 
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Aya&Dazy

Member
Nov 11, 2022
67
I will start educate myself about this method.
 
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Secret

Member
Feb 10, 2021
45
Fentanyl has become such a big and popular drug here in the UK, it seems to be everywhere now.

It's just stronger heroin essentially, right?

I would if you could od on the patches by putting a few on?
It has?

I thought it was near impossible to get, or that is what I've heard anyway.
 
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bloodybaron

Member
Jun 22, 2022
13
Not too long ago I did a small bump of coke laced with fent and it almost killed me too, ended up waking up surrounded by paramedics. I still regret not doing it differently because if I would have known it was laced I wouldn't be here right now.
 
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CandyCane

CandyCane

Student
Mar 11, 2022
156
I just realized why aren't more people using fentanyl? It's so deadly people accidentally die on it. And it's a painkiller.
 
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UKscotty

Doesn't read PMs
May 20, 2021
2,445
It has?

I thought it was near impossible to get, or that is what I've heard anyway.
Hard to get unless you know a drug dealer who has it I guess. I don't use drugs anymore so I don't know anyone, but I doubt it's that hard to find someone, especially in bigger cities.
 
Pluto

Pluto

Cat Extremist
Dec 27, 2020
6,220
I would if you could od on the patches by putting a few on?
The patches are 'slow release'. Unless you can extract and concentrate the substance inside.

I just realized why aren't more people using fentanyl? It's so deadly people accidentally die on it. And it's a painkiller.
It's not readily available in pure form because of its potency. And there's no telling what one is actually getting.

In other words, it's 100% an issue with lacking a reliable supplier.

The other thing that the PPH mentions is that there's an antidote which would revive anyone who gets found, and the actual quantity needed for a fatal overdose varies wildly between people, especially where there is a history of opioid usage causing tolerance.
 
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Kurushii

Kurushii

Student
Jan 14, 2023
137
I'd love to OD on fent but obtaining it is a different matter. At least it's easier to obtain than N. I'll definitely keep it in mind when thinking of methods to leave this world.
 
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trucker247

Member
Dec 12, 2022
43
I wish i knew a plug around me that had some. It's so easy to die from it. A 13 year old girl was found od on it in the school bathroom at my cousins school
 
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deathissosad

deathissosad

I will find you in the afterlife my Nanes. -boov 😢
Nov 17, 2022
173
K if anyone on this thread had fent jow mY would take it orally? Ik its the worst way to do it but im on the fence between hanging, sn or f trynna get info
 
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Skullinthewoods

Consciousness is a Burden
Sep 13, 2022
40
I'm interested in fentanyl as well, but there are some very obvious problems with acquisition and purity.

I am curious, however, how would one even begin to start the wild goose chase to find that stuff?

One of the reasons I like the prospect of a fent CTB is because of its simplicity; I wouldn't have to do a long and complicated antiemetics regime like with SN. However, is an attempt with fent easily reversible in the same way as SN? And what side effects does a failed attempt leave you with?

I also want to learn more on this method...
 
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Departme

Member
Mar 23, 2023
79
K if anyone on this thread had fent jow mY would take it orally? Ik its the worst way to do it but im on the fence between hanging, sn or f trynna get info
It would be a delight to have it and boofing it a better clean way, just inject up your jacksy then lay back. Bye bye.. if you can get it.
 
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raspberryred

Member
May 17, 2023
8
Won't go into too many details, but decided to get some blue 30's yesterday, price was reasonable so I said why not. So I started smoking one. Next thing I know there's paramedics standing next to me in my room asking me if I was ok or needed to go to the hospital.

Apparently I blacked out and my family came into my room trying to wake me up, pour water on me, trying to give me cpr. So if someone wants ctb with fent, it's very peaceful. If I did a lot more and and wasn't found I'd surely been dead. My plan is still SN, but fent is definitely an option now…
Did you smoke one full blue 30?
 
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Sparx

Specialist
Jan 4, 2023
324
It would be a delight to have it and boofing it a better clean way, just inject up your jacksy then lay back. Bye bye.. if you can get it.
I don't have fent but have an RC opioid that's supposedly twice as strong. Think it's water soluble, was going to either snort or take orally but maybe boofing would be better ROA? Wonder how much would be needed?
 
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raspberryred

Member
May 17, 2023
8
I tried to od on fent by snorting but ended up knocking out and waking up with my heart pounding like crazy. I tried to od also by snorting 4 blue 30 pills but ended up waking up with a massive migraine and throwing up like crazy.
 

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