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prtsn

prtsn

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Apr 16, 2023
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currently booking a hotel room for a few days, have 5 bags of SN each with 25mg. been on olanzapine for a week and a lot of Xanax, also a tourniquet ready and some extra rope.

I don't know from where I'll get the courage to get out of the house but I guess with everything booked for Sunday should be enough to go.

I don't feel overwhelmed or sad, just some fear of failure. if anyone wanna keep me company, I'll head to the hotel on sunday afternoon. don't know if I'll post an actual goodbye thread but if anyone wanna talk I'll allow them to post if I succeeded.
 
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Kikoo

Kikoo

Sing me to sleep ♡
Jun 12, 2023
165
Good luck. I'm also leaving on Sunday. I'm sorry it had to come to this.
 
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Huggs

Huggs

Wish for peace
Jul 6, 2023
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I'm glad you don't feel overwhelmed by this. I wish you the best.
 
FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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I wish you the best with your plans and I hope that when the time is right for you to leave, you find the freedom you search for.
 
nomennescio

nomennescio

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Jun 25, 2023
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Im sorry life has brought you to this point. I wish you all the strength and luck to achieve your peace.
 
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Praestat_Mori

Mori praestat, quam haec pati!
May 21, 2023
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have 5 bags of SN each with 25mg.
I hope this is only a typo and you filled 25g into the bags?

I wish you all the best with your plan, safe travels, may you find peace and freedom! Good luck! If you want to chat my PM is open.
 
prtsn

prtsn

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Apr 16, 2023
52
I hope this is only a typo and you filled 25g into the bags?

I wish you all the best with your plan, safe travels, may you find peace and freedom! Good luck! If you want to chat my PM is open.
yes, typo. each bag with 25g sn. thank you!
 
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hypercones

hypercones

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Jun 12, 2023
5
Im sorry life has brought you to this point. Do you have any happy memories of your life you'd like to share?
 

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