Almost died

[Thin Chew]

Wow... I just use a taekwondo belt to hang myself... I used book to replace stool since book is easy to kick. When I kicked the book... I left hanging. Yes it isn't suffering. But after a while. I finally got the feeling I wanted. My eyes were open, but what I saw was all black. I felt dizzy, extremely dizzy... I dont know why but I started to swing my hand and leg. I didn't want to but it did by it self. I swear to god I didn't wanna do that. Because of my hand and leg swinging. The taekwondo belt losen and I felt onto the ground. Dizzy. Can anyone tell me why I suddenly become like a mad man swinging my leg and hand around... Also, too those who curious what you will face when you almost passed out.

What I felt was, my eyes were open but what I see is total darkness. My ear can hear a sound that's similar to engine. Extremely loud. And your hand or leg will start to move by itself. Like mine. What I felt when the belt losen is my vision get back. I started to see and the engine sound disappear while I gasping for air

 

[Marawa]

can you remember about how long each symptom took to kick in & how long the experience lasted? Also how did you free yourself if you hand no control over limb movement pls? was this a control test set up?

 

[FauxEmotions]

I believe those involuntary spasms were your body trying to survive even though your mind was ready. How long was the process? Also, gotta find a way to make sure the belt doesn't loosen because the body thrashing about seems to be normal even shortly after you lose consciousness.

 

[Thin Chew]

can you remember about how long each symptom took to kick in & how long the experience lasted? Also how did you free yourself if you hand no control over limb movement pls? was this a control test set up?

It wasn't a control test. I did it because I wanna die, I used the method from a syrian girl. If you need video. Reply back, so I used book to take over stool and I kicked the book away.. I immediately relax and let the belt hold my weight. It took around 8 sec for me to become blind. Yes, my eyes were open but I can't see anything, in that time. I can still feel but after 10 sec. My body started to shake by its self. Note: by its self. Not me!!. And my hand and leg started to swing. That's the time the belt losen and I fall onto the ground. The weird part is my eyes can finally see back right after I landed on the floor

I believe those involuntary spasms were your body trying to survive even though your mind was ready. How long was the process? Also, gotta find a way to make sure the belt doesn't loosen because the body thrashing about seems to be normal even shortly after you lose consciousness.

My body started shaking by itself for 5 sec but for me. It feels like forever. Also, there's seems to be a strange engine sound beside my ear.. There was no car no way near me. After I landed on the floor. My vision gain back and the sound disappear. Immediately
This is the weirdest feeling I ever have... Yes I will still do it again. All I want is just... Dead

 

[Lady black]

Sounds like a great experience. maybe you should use a rope. When i hanged and allgot dark I passed out, could not feel open eyes. Before that it all felt like a drem for me, like I wasn´t really there, also felt my "last dance" but couldn´t do anything about it.

 

[Thin Chew]

Sounds like a great experience. maybe you should use a rope. When i hanged and allgot dark I passed out, could not feel open eyes. Before that it all felt like a drem for me, like I wasn´t really there, also felt my "last dance" but couldn´t do anything about it.

It's just really weird feeling. I felt sudden fear, but still wanna do it. Also, the feeling before you pass out is really weird. I feel really ashame now. A 15 years old girl can successfully suicide by using the same method. But I can't

 

[Jayxtri]

Wow..you're brave. I hope you find peace

 

[Marawa]

Thank you for sharing the details so thoroughly. I'm sorry you & all of us are going thru this but how brave and selfless of you to share it. I hope you find peace & no more suffering

 

[limone]

thank you for providing details...I'm going to follow you soon, maybe tonight
I will ask for your support tonight. Likely I gonna do it

 

[Gina]

Wow... I just use a taekwondo belt to hang myself... I used book to replace stool since book is easy to kick. When I kicked the book... I left hanging. Yes it isn't suffering. But after a while. I finally got the feeling I wanted. My eyes were open, but what I saw was all black. I felt dizzy, extremely dizzy... I dont know why but I started to swing my hand and leg. I didn't want to but it did by it self. I swear to god I didn't wanna do that. Because of my hand and leg swinging. The taekwondo belt losen and I felt onto the ground. Dizzy. Can anyone tell me why I suddenly become like a mad man swinging my leg and hand around... Also, too those who curious what you will face when you almost passed out.

What I felt was, my eyes were open but what I see is total darkness. My ear can hear a sound that's similar to engine. Extremely loud. And your hand or leg will start to move by itself. Like mine. What I felt when the belt losen is my vision get back. I started to see and the engine sound disappear while I gasping for air

Hi, Your were close to unconsciousness, But your flight or fight mode kicked in.A rope is so much better if you can buy on, try the strangle knot. Can you send me the video of the Syrian girl please, I've been trying to find videos but its so hard.Good luck everyone, I hope you find peace.

 

[Thin Chew]

Hi, Your were close to unconsciousness, But your flight or fight mode kicked in.A rope is so much better if you can buy on, try the strangle knot. Can you send me the video of the Syrian girl please, I've been trying to find videos but its so hard.Good luck everyone, I hope you find peace.

I used her method. And it's deadly. Until now I still couldn't believe I actually almost died. I thought I will fail. Guess I was wrong and I'm happy about that. Will try again in a few days

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[Macc Lad]

knew you'd be back!

 

[Lady black]

Yes it´s a weird feeling if you hang, but not a bad feeling. I wish i will also die like the syrian girel (I will do full suspension). Wish you good luck for your next hanging

 

[Gina]

I used her method. And it's deadly. Until now I still couldn't believe I actually almost died. I thought I will fail. Guess I was wrong and I'm happy about that. Will try again in a few days

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I see now thanks, did you feel any pain when you tried it?

 

[Lara Francis]

Wow !.i hope that she had blacked out before the involuntary movements - or it must have been the longest few minutes of her life.
I dont think i could do this.it may be fast,cheap and reliable but the SI would be harder to overcome personally.
Take some recovery time @Thin Chew and i wish u peace and safe travels next time x

 

[Marawa]

I used her method. And it's deadly. Until now I still couldn't believe I actually almost died. I thought I will fail. Guess I was wrong and I'm happy about that. Will try again in a few days

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This looks so peaceful & painless in the video but I tried the instructions seemed so complicated. why don't more ppl do this I wonder? is there a risk of brain damage if you pass out & don't die?

 

[Deltrus]

Pretty reckless, you could have gotten brain damage or became a vegetable. Next time you do it, do it right and make sure everything is secure. Personally, if I were to hang myself, I'd only do full suspension with a good rope and a good healthy tree.

 

[suffering]

You are so brave... I wish you peace

 

[Hotsackage]

I got like that to. Cant seem to pass out and just fade away

 

[Gina]

I got like that to. Cant seem to pass out and just fade away

Me too

 

[Marawa]

I got like that to. Cant seem to pass out and just fade away

may I ask what you mean :you got like that but didn't pass out" please? Are you saying she was aware just resigned & chose not to struggle, or are you saying your experience was different and you didn't just collapse like she did before struggling pain discomfort happened. Pls & thank you

 

[FauxEmotions]

Think of it as replicating this choke, just make sure the rope (or whatever you use) maintains the pressure. Should be painless. It'll be like going to sleep but no one wakes you.

 

[NextSummer]

He said he noticed how his limbs moved even though he didn't move them. Which means that the girl probably noticed it too = was conscious.

Knowing that pushed me away from this method...

 

[FauxEmotions]

could probably even be done with zip ties to make sure it doesn't come undone. Buuut that's seems like it would be painful?

He said he noticed how his limbs moved even though he didn't move them. Which means that the girl probably noticed it too = was conscious.

Knowing that pushed me away from this method...

Solid point