stellabelle
ethereal
- Dec 14, 2018
- 3,919
Stupidity.
Stupidity.
Living in a bad world.
Refusal to accept things.
Lack of meaningful assistance or help in life.
Bad times that never improved and created a monster. It created mental breakdowns, it created a mental illness so disturbing that it is difficult to function or survive on a day to day basis due to the trauma.
Now that time has passed. It was compound trauma that became the overload on my shoulders.
I am so fucked up inside and out. Nothing ever gets better. I regret my whole life, I regret every day and I cannot find reasonable hope in the foreseeable future.
/end for now.
Stupidity.
Living in a bad world.
Refusal to accept things.
Lack of meaningful assistance or help in life.
Bad times that never improved and created a monster. It created mental breakdowns, it created a mental illness so disturbing that it is difficult to function or survive on a day to day basis due to the trauma.
Now that time has passed. It was compound trauma that became the overload on my shoulders.
I am so fucked up inside and out. Nothing ever gets better. I regret my whole life, I regret every day and I cannot find reasonable hope in the foreseeable future.
/end for now.