prototypian
Member
- May 6, 2024
- 81
Ever think about your stuff and realize it's all simply wasteful garbage? It's a things that you have to worry about, clean, care for, determine what to do with. The people in your live give you things and you don't know what to do with any of it. As you change that focus and try to give everything away you realize that others don't like you to give the "important" stuff away. The fear of waste is so instilled and the desire for stuff is so ingrained that even if you choose to have nothing someone is actually angry at you. I actually think some of suicide dislike comes from this. Society wants to value all things. Instead of letting people believe that some things have no value they hold onto the value that all things have value no matter what. Therefore a human can't choose that their own life has no meaning or value. I truly believe that mine does not hold any value at all. And at this point I don't wish it to be of value anymore. Just like the old piece of china or newspaper from the day you were born, I don't want those things to be valuable to me and I don't feel that my life has any value. I want to let them go peacefully and without drama and concern.