All I want is the courage to CTB. I've tried to get better but I can't. I don't know why I have a fear of missing out. I'm not happy, Im not important and can be so easily replaced. Why is it so hard to kill oneself?
Faraknur
Member
- Dec 15, 2021
- 73
because of biology really. your lizard brain basically wants to live as long as possible.
it does not really matter what your higher self thinks.
it does not really matter what your higher self thinks.
FuneralCry
Just wanting some peace
- Sep 24, 2020
- 44,937
The survival instinct can be determined to keep us suffering, as even know we want to die we are programmed to survive. For me I am held back by the lack of peaceful and reliable way to exit and the fear of failure. I deserve a peaceful death, I want to fall into a eternal, dreamless sleep. I'm sorry you are in this situation. It can be dreadful when things are hopeless. I wish you the best.
