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thenobrainer

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So I am planning on consuming 10mg of Prochlorperazine and domperidone each (which are antiemetics, which prevent you from vomitting) about 45 minutes later I plan consume about 1.25 liters of Vodka that is about 40% alcohol, which means that roughly 500ml of Pure Alcohol is being consumed, and according to the Oxford Handbook of Emergency Medicine, a lethal dose of Ethanol is about 300-500ml and this is on the higher side.

I also plan to get into a bathtub so that once I pass out, i can drown which helps seal my fate better. But I just wanted to run this plan by y'all to see if ya'll had any recommendations for what I could change or like if there were any flaws in my plan.
 
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No point in me replying since I don't know much about that. But I can say that 500ml of alcohol is roughly 16oz of everclear. Which I've drink with no tolerance on several unfortunately embarrassing occasions. But I'm never passed out. Everyone is different. Just be careful.
 
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Baisley

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I am not sure that just the alcohol alone would work. I was wondering if someone used a few Xanax and benadryl if they would be so sedated and sleepy that then they could drown.
 
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rkk3

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i think its best to drink lots of alcohol or no alcohol, swim too far out into the lake, bring floaties in the lake, bring a knife to puncture the floaties and drown

drowning isnt scary at all only the cold is scary
 
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thenobrainer

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No point in me replying since I don't know much about that. But I can say that 500ml of alcohol is roughly 16oz of everclear. Which I've drink with no tolerance on several unfortunately embarrassing occasions. But I'm never passed out. Everyone is different. Just be careful.
Well, do you remember how quickly you drank it? Because drinking over a span of a few hours just gets you drunk, but drinking it in one shot is more dangerous? And also did you happen to vomit anything out?
I am not sure that just the alcohol alone would work. I was wondering if someone used a few Xanax and benadryl if they would be so sedated and sleepy that then they could drown.
I did try getting my hands on Benzos but not a single pharmacy in my city has it in stock. And any reason why you say alcohol on its own may not work?
 
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sanctionedusage

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because ive felt pain bad enough that drown doesnt compare, its so short too

its not ten out of ten pain its three out of ten
i meant, have you had a drowning experience before and how did it feel to make you say that

ie, are you saying that based on experience or speculation
 
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thenobrainer

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Feb 18, 2026
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i meant, have you had a drowning experience before and how did it feel to make you say that

ie, are you saying that based on experience or speculation
I feel like if you drown while you're still conscious, it's going to be a painful death. But like if you're unconscious then it should be relatively painless.
 
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I feel like if you drown while you're still conscious, it's going to be a painful death. But like if you're unconscious then it should be relatively painless.
thats not what their idea was though. they said to get drunk, then cut floaties, then drown.. while conscious. sedated and incapacitated by alcohol, but conscious enough to deliberately cut the floaties.
 
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thenobrainer

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thats not what their idea was though. they said to get drunk, then cut floaties, then drown.. while conscious. sedated and incapacitated by alcohol, but conscious enough to deliberately cut the floaties.
But I still think that it would be painful in that way because although you'll die, even that little bit of a conscious part can feel the drowning
 
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But I still think that it would be painful in that way because although you'll die, even that little bit of a conscious part can feel the drowning
yeah

they said drowning isnt scary or painful though, so im curious what their experience w it was actually like besides the typical recounting of burning lungs, blind panic, uncontrollable thrashing.
 
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thats not what their idea was though. they said to get drunk, then cut floaties, then drown.. while conscious. sedated and incapacitated by alcohol, but conscious enough to deliberately cut the floaties.
because ive felt pain bad enough that drown doesnt compare, its so short too

its not ten out of ten pain its three out of ten

yeah i think they're severely underestimating the pain of drowning while conscious lol. it's not three out of ten because you have to wait to die while you're tweaking out in cold and dark water. deep water is scary too. i've still considered drowning because i've never learned how to swim but i think it would be really awful to have to experience it before i died, even if i knew it would kill me. all the bodies of water near me are manmade lakes with algae and duck poop so it'd be kind of disgusting lol
 
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what do you base that on?
i had a drowning experience when i was young and it was actually relatively peaceful once i overcame the initial fear part. when the water starts invalid your lungs you have no choice but to accept it. you panic so much that it goes by so quickly.
 
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rkk3

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i meant, have you had a drowning experience before and how did it feel to make you say that

ie, are you saying that based on experience or speculation
no havent had it before just know it doesnt hurt that much its nothing

it doesnt burn your lungs like people say theyre lying

it doesnt really hurt

only fire can burn hate talking about fire
 
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no havent had it before just know it doesnt hurt that much its nothing

it doesnt burn your lungs like people say theyre lying

it doesnt really hurt

only fire can burn hate talking about fire
lol
 
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FadingSnowFake

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I don't think alcohol poisoning is a reliable method. Reason being, you may black out and have no idea what you do. As a teen I once had a few shots of 80% alcohol. I blacked out, don't know where I went or what I did, and woke up in hospital with my stomach pumped.
 
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Jan 28, 2026
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i had a near drowning experience and want to mention it was not peaceful at all, the hell yall talking about. i was completely sober and unexpected so maybe that is the difference.
 
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rkk3

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i had a near drowning experience and want to mention it was not peaceful at all, the hell yall talking about. i was completely sober and unexpected so maybe that is the difference.
nothing about it is peaceful, after being in pain you find peace while in pain

i have felt pain so much worst than drowning that i sat there wishing i was drowning instead as it was happening

because when you are drowning etc your brain knows its only a few minutes before your brain shuts off

you are not helpless and dont not understand anything

yes you do understand it ends in a few minutes and it makes you happy as its happening
 
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i have felt pain so much worst than drowning that i sat there wishing i was drowning instead as it was happening
i feel like you're just imagining drowning instead of comparing it to a real experiment. the minutes while you're actively waiting to drown are very painful and fear inducing, people only talk about relaxing after they've already been drowning for a few minutes. diver, surfers, and pro swimmers do drowning exercises to prepare themselves if they drown in deep water because you naturally enter a fear state when you lack oxygen. it's why people struggle with hanging too, because it's the same fear response. drowning is like a way worse version of hanging because it's your lungs getting filled with water while you're trying to breathe. do you have any sources for drowning not being painful?
 
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thenobrainer

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Feb 18, 2026
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I don't think alcohol poisoning is a reliable method. Reason being, you may black out and have no idea what you do. As a teen I once had a few shots of 80% alcohol. I blacked out, don't know where I went or what I did, and woke up in hospital with my stomach pumped.
But that's the entire point right? Blackout in a tub of water so that i drown while I am unconscious and also as a bonus consume anti-psychotics whose properties dampens the CNS and the warm water of the bathtub which also lowers blood pressure and also drink a lethal amount of ethanol to die even if the other factors don't kill you.
 
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FadingSnowFake

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Nov 25, 2024
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But that's the entire point right? Blackout in a tub of water so that i drown while I am unconscious and also as a bonus consume anti-psychotics whose properties dampens the CNS and the warm water of the bathtub which also lowers blood pressure and also drink a lethal amount of ethanol to die even if the other factors don't kill you.
Blackout does not mean pass out, or not in my case anyways. I could do things while intoxicated with no recollection the next day. In this case I may get out of the water. I would have no control over what I may or may not do while in such a state.
 
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Nov 16, 2023
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I am not sure that just the alcohol alone would work. I was wondering if someone used a few Xanax and benadryl if they would be so sedated and sleepy that then they could drown.
Someone drowned in a bathtub under influence of DFE and alprazolam, and the manner of death was certified as accident
I presume, inhalation of DFE was the main factor in this case. A similar drowning happened under influence of nitrous
the minutes while you're actively waiting to drown are very painful and fear inducing
Maybe it's true in some cases, but it's not always so.

 
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rkk3

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i feel like you're just imagining drowning instead of comparing it to a real experiment. the minutes while you're actively waiting to drown are very painful and fear inducing, people only talk about relaxing after they've already been drowning for a few minutes. diver, surfers, and pro swimmers do drowning exercises to prepare themselves if they drown in deep water because you naturally enter a fear state when you lack oxygen. it's why people struggle with hanging too, because it's the same fear response. drowning is like a way worse version of hanging because it's your lungs getting filled with water while you're trying to breathe. do you have any sources for drowning not being painful?
hanging is way worse than drowning

having carbon dioxide in your lungs hurts and empty lungs hurts

having water in your lungs isnt empty so its better
 
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