Venting Alcohol makes me want to ctb

[TimeToBiteTheDust]

Yesterday I drink too much beer. Too many cans. I was so drunk that I tried to drown myself in the bath. Then tried to hang myself with a belt and almost prepare a glass of SN... but fell asleep on the floor

 

[Thereisnothing]

Although alcohol can be a short term comfort or respite it only makes things worse afterwards. Be kind to yourself, you need a clear head to think things through and try and deal with whats going on, however tempting, alcohol only short term help more you have the more you feel you need and end up with even more problems.

 

[Darkbrett]

I quit drinking alcohol sometime ago. And I'll ctb sober also.
Booze messes up your brain

 

[LMLN]

I agree that alcohol lowers inhibitions. And long term use causes more depression.

 

[TheOA]

Alcohol may exasperate depression symptoms. I drink on very special and select occasions (1-2 year) and have noticed that the next day I am a true mess. However, I don't want to CTB at that point; I am merely more sensitive to the farcity that is my life.

 

[1DayItWillBover]

never been much of a drinker.

 

[Backwood_tilt]

Yesterday I drink too much beer. Too many cans. I was so drunk that I tried to drown myself in the bath. Then tried to hang myself with a belt and almost prepare a glass of SN... but fell asleep on the floor

Lol that SUCKS. I had that happen to me the other day, too. Planned to CTB but got too wasted.

now im trying to drink juts enough and have just enough benzos to relax me into the process.

 

[marcusuk63]

I stopped drinking 16 years ago , i wasn't a home drinker but I went out a lot .
it used to make me feel depressed .
Now and again i still fancy a nice cold beer though .
Funny thing is i ended up as a handyman for a brewery looking after several pubs and then my Brothers pub , so i was constantly offered free drinks lol .

 

[Brick In The Wall]

What no one is mentioning is the emotional crash after drinking. You wake up the next day and not only feel like physical but also emotional shit. My emotions always run into the dumps the day after a bender.

 

[S1mpleme]

What no one is mentioning is the emotional crash after drinking. You wake up the next day and not only feel like physical but also emotional shit. My emotions always run into the dumps the day after a bender.

Unfortunately alcohol doesn't work for me, even the strongest I've tried. Couple bottles of whiskey feel to me like a beer. The next day just feel thirsty.

 

[Brick In The Wall]

Unfortunately alcohol doesn't work for me, even the strongest I've tried. Couple bottles of whiskey feel to me like a beer. The next day just feel thirsty.

I can feel that, you build an immunity. I'm not a big enough fan of booze to build such an immunity. I'd prefer psychedelics or weed anytime.

 

[S1mpleme]

I can feel that, you build an immunity. I'm not a big enough fan of booze to build such an immunity. I'd prefer psychedelics or weed anytime.

Nope, I actually tried this Christmas and NY for the first time, usually I don't drink.