yeah, I've got one. I got accused the other day here on a thread of being a fake persona, a fraud and even a predator.First one person said it, then two more jumped in. I was fucking devastated. Mods got involved and they know now EXACTLY who I am, where I live, work, etc. I just needed someone to believe I am who I say am here. Finding this place was magical to me. It's been so helpful. I mean it's ironic, I came here looking for help with methods and other issues to help me ctb, but honestly this place proved so welcoming, affirming and non-judgemental that though I continue to take steps toward ctb (cleaning my digital devices, journaling for my daughter) I now sometimes have creeping doubts about whether I still want to die. I mean all the misery that brought me here is still with me, but since I found this place, I'm actually a little less certain about what i should or want to. But since that gang-up the other day, it just doesn't feel the same. Ive gotten some really sweet DMs from several people about it, trying to comfort me, and I'm really grateful for them. But I still don't feel like I'm the same part of this crazy-ass family I found in October. I'm lonelier now. I know I shouldn't let other people's opinions of me influence how I feel, but it happened and I just don't know how to shake it. I suppose if I were healthy enough to handle that sort of thing better I wouldn't be here.