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anyoneshorizon
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- Jun 8, 2022
- 96
Very annoyed and frustrated. I got pent up anger not very healthy. I am embarrassed for my reason. I feel like people don't understand and think they do. I feel like People are putting super high expectations from me that I cannot reach. I feel like if I killed myself everyone would know why. At least I would be dead so it wouldn't even matter. I think I'll take the SN without painkillers if I get some in time I'm sure the pain won't even be that bad or at least not unbearable/unmanageable. Very annoyed. I feel like I always have a small headache. Like everyday is repeating. Like I am a prisoner to my mind but the bars are made of toothpicks. I am getting a very pretty opportunity for this weekend to milk myself. I get jealous of other peoples lives when they're rich or attractive just a small rant. I'm sure if I tried I could become rich but nothing I could do to become attractive. Idk where I'm going with this