YES, I have had times where I disliked myself. Now being all most 66, reference point, I have worked hard to overcome not only the thoughts but how to take a step back and understand.
Please let me explain, growing up I was always called the "mistake" by my "parents" and that had a profound impact on my adult life. I can remember getting in a mood where I got really down and thought I was just the worst human on earth and disliked myself so very much. I started to think about it as to why I thought and felt that way. I did a lot of soul searching and contemplating and part of it was still the way my "parents" treated me, and I thought that I had no self-worth.
It took a while, but each and every time I would start too self-loath about myself, I would find a spot to sit, close my eyes and let my mind relax and think of nothing for a few minutes, then start to tell myself that I am a good-hearted soul and I love helping everyone out and the world sees me as someone who has so much to give humanity and myself.
I still do this, not as much as I did in the 1970's, but every once in a while, I find a favorite spot, and relax and tell myself that I do a good job for others and myself and that I am a worthy part of the human family.
I send you lots of huge hugs, the knowledge that you ARE very important to me, and the world and you are a caring and kind spirit.
Walter