Help advice on methods

[SnowyDreams]

so i have the following medications:
58mg clonazepam
150mg aripripazole
50mg escitalopram
32mg risperidone
i was planning on drinking a bottle of alcohol too (the one used for wounds), it says it's 96% vol.
i read a lot about alcohol poisoning so technically i would be able to reach the necessary level of bac to die.
would this work?
any other suggestions?
oh and before you tell me to "just get" n or heroine or a gun:
i don't know what else to do because im very broke and can't afford anything else. i don't have a good place for hanging. I'd try drowning but it's summer and theres too many people near the river and i don't want to do it in my house. the other alternative is jumping from some waterfalls (they're high and lots of people have successfully commited suicide by jumping there. i can't say name because it would give away my location) but i don't live near that place and i don't think i'll be able to get enough money to travel. please help me. im so scared of failing

 

[johnny]

sounds like a painful trip to the ER.

Seriously, don't do this. It won't work, it will probably be quite painful, and if those meds are actually useful to you, then your doc will feel less comfortable prescribing them to you.

 

[SnowyDreams]

should i go out at night and try to get murdered then
i literally don't know what to do
might as well just walk 300 kms to the waterfalls

 

[SnowyDreams]

sounds like a painful trip to the ER.

Seriously, don't do this. It won't work, it will probably be quite painful, and if those meds are actually useful to you, then your doc will feel less comfortable prescribing them to you.

i dont go to the doctor anymore and the meds are from last year

 

[Redt2go]

should i go out at night and try to get murdered then
i literally don't know what to do
might as well just walk 300 kms to the waterfalls

I fantasize about this but depression keeps me in bed

 

[SnowyDreams]

I fantasize about this but depression keeps me in bed

i beg for this to happen evetytime im outside
i beg for my bus to crash
nothing ever happens
turn on the news and lots of people being murdered and dying in car crashes
im really fucking lucky huh

 

[color_me_gone]

sounds like a painful trip to the ER.

Seriously, don't do this. It won't work, it will probably be quite painful, and if those meds are actually useful to you, then your doc will feel less comfortable prescribing them to you.

I agree with Johnny on this.
Everything I have read here on SS says that prescription meds almost never kill,
but will screw up your organs: liver, kidneys, to make your life painful ever after.
Rubbing alcohol will probably be vomited up by your body's defense system, so that will not help either.
You really don't want to do this.
With low money, your best bet is jumping, but needs to be at least 100 meters - see the jumping thread for more details.

 

[EternalSanction]

You might die after some time but it's gonna be really painful. If you're looking for effective low budget methods, I'd recommend doing some research about SN.