Advice on drowning method

[FindingHome]

One way that I want to CTB is by drowning. I want to either drown at the river nearby or go to the pacific ocean. My plan is to drink alcohol until I feel numb out and then walk into the river/ocean until the water pushes me out further that I eventually drown. I cannot swim. From what I have read about people that have successfully CTB by drowning is that they were sedated under something, then they walk into the river/ocean, and then they drown. I am currently looking into something besides alcohol that can sedate me but if I don't have access to anything else, it will be the alcohol.

How successful do you think this plan can work: can't swim, drink until I feel numb, walk into river/ocean, and the water will do the rest?

 

[locked*n*loaded]

My plan is to drink alcohol until I pass out and then walk into the river/ocean

You can't walk if you are passed out.

 

[Worndown]

Go easy on the alcohol. Many get really drunk to defeat SI and simply wake up later without ever making the attempt.

 

[FindingHome]

You can't walk if you are passed out.

I mean drink until I feel numb.

Go easy on the alcohol. Many get really drunk to defeat SI and simply wake up later without ever making the attempt.

I was going to take the alcohol with me to the river/ocean and actually go right to the water.

 

[アホペンギン]

Still have some precautions prepared to avoid SI doing anything: Weights to pull you down in the water and tie your arms together so you won't try swimming back up.

 

[FindingHome]

Still have some precautions prepared to avoid SI doing anything: Weights to pull you down in the water and tie your arms together so you won't try swimming back up.

Thanks! A backpack with rocks will do it from what I have read.