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lainsitooo

lainsitooo

Member
Mar 8, 2026
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I've been addicted into many things for years.

The addictions that are persistent on me are self harm and porn/masturbation.
I feel disgusted about it, but I can't help it.

Self harm has been a struggle for me since I am a teenager, I used to cut my self, choke myself or hit myself with walls or things. I've considered start smoking and taking drugs for a while, but I know I won't do it, I could say it would be a scape if things get worse.
 

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