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freevoid

freevoid

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Jul 11, 2022
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Just a warning to any aussies who ordered SN from IC- my parents home was checked late last night (around midnight). Thankfully I'm away from home the next several weeks because I would have shat bricks.

They told my parents I wasn't in trouble, they're just checking up on me, and for me to call them back blah blah.

I ordered about 7 months ago.

So yeah. Brace yourselves. Hide your shit. Get your sausage making alibi well and tight lol.
 
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William01

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Nov 2, 2021
154
Wow.. I'm in uk and had welfare check tonight. Told them I disposed of it and they believed me. Was unsettling alright. Especially they were speaking loud on door step and I told them to keep voice down because my brother could hear it. I've persuaded them my family it was a mix up on polices part.
 
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freevoid

Student
Jul 11, 2022
137
Wow.. I'm in uk and had welfare check tonight. Told them I disposed of it and they believed me. Was unsettling alright. Especially they were speaking loud on door step and I told them to keep voice down because my brother could hear it. I've persuaded them my family it was a mix up on polices part.

That's fucked mate. Also really rude and inconsiderate, some of the stories here...

These coppers were quite nice apparently, they emphasised I wasn't in trouble and that they just wanted to check up on me.

Sorry this is happening
 
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user39

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Mar 14, 2023
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I'm from AUS, fuck
 
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wiltingorchid

Student
Apr 16, 2023
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I am so sorry that this is happening to so much people currently. You don't deserve this- nobody who wants to ctb does.
 
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freevoid

Student
Jul 11, 2022
137
I'm from AUS, fuck
You got this mate, play dumb, you're experimenting with curing meat or whatever, hide your SN in another container/bag (mine is an an old protein powder mylar bag).

Best of luck
I am so sorry that this is happening to so much people currently. You don't deserve this- nobody who wants to ctb does.
Yeah it sucks. Thanks for the nice words
 
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quietxconfessions

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Apr 14, 2023
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I'm pretty concerned why they are always coming in the middle of the night. This is intentional, but not sure why. It's not like they are 'trying to save a life cause death is imminent', it was ordered months ago. Pure intimidation? Increasing the chance that you're asleep and don't answer so they can break in for a 'welfare check' and look around? Or just increase others are there and will notice their visit (ie unsuspecting loved ones).
 
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freevoid

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Jul 11, 2022
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I'm pretty concerned why they are always coming in the middle of the night. This is intentional, but not sure why. It's not like they are 'trying to save a life cause death is imminent', it was ordered months ago. Pure intimidation? Increasing the chance that you're asleep and don't answer so they can break in for a 'welfare check' and look around? Or just increase others are there and will notice their visit (ie unsuspecting loved ones).

Yeah it's very shit and shady in my opinion. Definitely trying to take advantage

It's very good that I wasn't there, aside from triggering massive anxiety, because I get very snarky when I feel cornered and also I have bad sleep problems due to health issues, so If i was woken up at FUCKING MIDNIGHT just to get intimidated by the police i would have been PISSED. Small blessings lol
 
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SantasHelper

SantasHelper

Living the ‘gift’ of life
Apr 14, 2023
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This is really sad, I'm sorry to everyone who has dealt with this. I didn't know this was a thing honestly
I'm pretty concerned why they are always coming in the middle of the night. This is intentional, but not sure why. It's not like they are 'trying to save a life cause death is imminent', it was ordered months ago. Pure intimidation? Increasing the chance that you're asleep and don't answer so they can break in for a 'welfare check' and look around? Or just increase others are there and will notice their visit (ie unsuspecting loved ones).
I'm assuming because most people decide to CTB at night. People are drunk, i feel like some people get more depressed at night, family/room mates are asleep or gone, etc.
 
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ChildrensITV

Arcanist
Mar 14, 2023
488
I was deciding which story to go with. Have your story ready NOW: I don't think the meat-curing shit will fly unless you are a cook. Unless you have a freezerful of meat to show them. I went with the "felt suicidal but better now so I got rid of it".

Suicide is way harder than talking to some cops, but I can see how some younger, more fragile people here would feel intimidated. SN is my only way out. I was not about to leave myself with no options. Luckily, I lost my SN just this week, it just so happens. I wonder if it will show up again when I need it.
 
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FuneralCry

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It's really horrible the way that things are but it's not even surprising, I don't think that anyone who has SN is safe from this and I doubt that SN will even be an option in the future. It's such a hellish world we exist in and those anti choice people disgust me but anyway I wish you the best.
 
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William01

Student
Nov 2, 2021
154
That's fucked mate. Also really rude and inconsiderate, some of the stories here...

These coppers were quite nice apparently, they emphasised I wasn't in trouble and that they just wanted to check up on me.

Sorry this is happening
Did the Police search through your possessions? I'm paranoid now thinking, are they also monitoring this forum.. that ppl are lying.. Will they obtain search warrants for peoples possessions? Wondering if I should move my SN to a safer location
 
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freevoid

Student
Jul 11, 2022
137
Did the Police search through your possessions? I'm paranoid now thinking, are they also monitoring this forum.. that ppl are lying.. Will they obtain search warrants for peoples possessions? Wondering if I should move my SN to a safer location

I wasn't there, I'm away from home at the moment (I brought my SN with me just in case). My parenst told me they didn't search when they were there but who's to say what would have happened if I was. I would have refused and told them to get a warrant. .

I'll update if anything else happens.
 
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Catastrofe

Student
Apr 5, 2023
124
Not wise to share here details on where you hide it, there are pro-lifers making fake accounts sometimes :)
 
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freevoid

Student
Jul 11, 2022
137
Not wise to share here details on where you hide it, there are pro-lifers making fake accounts sometimes :)

Understandable. I've edited my post, so you might wanna edit my quote out of yours
 
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Catastrofe

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Apr 5, 2023
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Understandable. I've edited my post, so you might wanna edit my quote out of yours
Also chevk a post from Sunday if you want to delete it. It is up to you of course, not forcing you :)
 
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freevoid

Student
Jul 11, 2022
137
Also chevk a post from Sunday if you want to delete it. It is up to you of course, not forcing you :)

Can't delete that one unfortunately, too long since I posted it. Oh well
 
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William01

Student
Nov 2, 2021
154
Can't delete that one unfortunately, too long since I posted it. Oh well
How do u delete edit posts thought it couldn't be done. There's some I would like to slightly edit if I can
I wasn't there, I'm away from home at the moment (I brought my SN with me just in case). My parenst told me they didn't search when they were there but who's to say what would have happened if I was. I would have refused and told them to get a warrant. .

I'll update if anything else happens.
Seeing the powers the authorities can get under mental health act is worrying. You were thinking ahead alright by taking your SN with u. I'm trying to figure out a good hiding spot incase the police do come back to me
 
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NightshadeDreamer

Student
Apr 28, 2023
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Do you think New Zealand will start doing it too then?
 
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Rocket

Member
Oct 12, 2022
60
Get your sausage making alibi well and tight lol.
:ahhha:

Told them I disposed of it and they believed me.

I think William is right. This is a very, very common product and it is not illegal to possess. By saying the not-illegal product is no longer in possession, and if needed, that everything is fine, there's nothing more to say. Be polite and don't say any more. No laws have been broken.

It's very possible LE is working to build a case against KL and trying to find more customers who have passed away. KL was helping people but he was reckless not keeping quiet and protecting his customers more. Each "count" of an indictment will bring additional penalties.

This is the legal system being pressured by public officials who are pressuring LE because they have been pressured by citizens who have read journalist's melodramatic and mainly uncaring stories. This is a temporary situation. The number of users of this product are a fraction of opioid users and resources go to where most needed. Because it's such a common product, I have no doubt that supply will meet demand (as always) and new vendors will arrive. But it's an important reminder to take your privacy seriously and to protect confidentiality in the forum and private communications.

Though if your sausage contains weed that's another story. :wink:
 
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freevoid

Student
Jul 11, 2022
137
How do u delete edit posts thought it couldn't be done. There's some I would like to slightly edit if I can

Seeing the powers the authorities can get under mental health act is worrying. You were thinking ahead alright by taking your SN with u. I'm trying to figure out a good hiding spot incase the police do come back to me

You can delete or edit for a period of time after you make it. I don't know the number, doesn't seem to be more than a day or so though
 
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sheepgirl

Student
Aug 11, 2018
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Do you think New Zealand will start doing it too then
Very likely. When I was 12 I had cops turn up simply because I asked a question on yahoo awnsers that leant towards suicide. Police overseas contacted NZ police to do welfare check. Sounds like this is what's happening
 
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NightshadeDreamer

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Apr 28, 2023
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Very likely. When I was 12 I had cops turn up simply because I asked a question on yahoo awnsers that leant towards suicide. Police overseas contacted NZ police to do welfare check. Sounds like this is what's happening
That's insane gosh. Also crazy how they figured out from Yahoo how to find you. This terrifies me
 
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rationaltake

I'm rocking it - in another universe
Sep 28, 2021
2,703
How do u delete edit posts thought it couldn't be done. There's some I would like to slightly edit if I can
You can delete or edit for a period of time after you make it. I don't know the number, doesn't seem to be more than a day or so though
You can delete a post for six hours. After that you can contact a mod to delete it for you.
 
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