Venting Adam you keep getting worse

[CuriousAboutThis]

Adam you keep getting worse,
And worse every time we try to recreate the scenario,
We are trying to help you,
But it isn't working anymore,
Maybe I don't know who I am anymore,
The first love and the last love,
Do I even have a girlfriend or was it all a dream,
Or a fading memory,
Or a nightmare,
The reality is I should've died,
I should've not been born in this world,
I hope that all my pain and suffering ends,
I miss the memories I have,
The good times, the bad times, and the ugly times, because this will not help I don't know if I should even try.

Second edit,
Within all credit I know the people,
Are just trying to help me,
They claim they are sorry for everything they did to me,
"Adam we are sorry we had no idea how badly this would affect you"
"We are your family just let us help you"
I hope that is all true,
Because I know what it is like not to be loved,
We all know what it is like to be hated,
But without love what is worth living?
I like to believe dreams to be real,
Because why would I want to live in a boring,
Cold dead empty world without dreams,
We always had dreams that is why we try to make dreams come true,
Not just the dreams you have when you sleep,
But the dreams you want to come true in reality,
All you have to do is take things in reality,
And work towards it or have others to help built it.

 

[JustAboutDone]

Hi @CuriousAboutThis
Who is Adam?

 

[CuriousAboutThis]

That is me my first name probably shouldn't of posted my first name but just a reminder of the past.

 

[JustAboutDone]

I thought it might be. It's a beautiful poem
(You can always edit your reply to me )

 

[CuriousAboutThis]

I thought it might be. It's a beautiful poem
(You can always edit your reply to me )

No it doesn't bother me I know that there are people who look at my data watching out for me in a good way and a bad way and trying to help the support network I have is amazing I am just worry about my choice of words towards those I care about.

 

[JustAboutDone]

That's good you have people around you who care - and you're obviously a kind person to care that you don't hurt them