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noname223
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- Aug 18, 2020
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Just another repetitive thread about intelligence by me.
Is inteligence good to achieve things? Fulfilling one's own desires. It is good to get money. My personal motto get money, die young except for the money part.
Does it helps one's own self-confidence. I think the opposite can be the case. Many really smart are humble and know the limit of their own abilities.
Is it good for self-awareness? I think a certain type of self-awareness can be paralyzing.
Is it good for getting closer to the truth?
Is it good to get admired for it? At the same it seems to be really disgusting if posters of suicide forums suck off smart people on a daily basis. Is it something you want to be admired for?
One thing that I really really like about intelligence. And this is something I am curious when I meet smart people. Can they tell me something about me that I am not self-aware of? And this quantum scientist I met had a better understanding of my biases and brain than most/all therapists I ever talked to. He noticed a certain bias that I have I do predictions all the time in a sort of distorted way. And these predictions are part of my suicidality. It is really interesting. He noticed I get angry when people tell me what if you don't commit suicide? What then. (or is it normal to get angry then. I think I have good reasons for thiking that.)
However, he also hated me and couldn't say anything positive about me inter alia because I am obsessed about intelligence and he considered that pretty pathetic. Which is sort of true and fueld my self-hatred only further. But it stems from my bullying and my mom abusing me. Tbh I think because he tried to intervene in my cogntive distortion he is now owner of a place in the walk of fame in my brain. He owns an apartment in it. And in this forum where I post about it in quite a scary frequency. Lol.
Is inteligence good to achieve things? Fulfilling one's own desires. It is good to get money. My personal motto get money, die young except for the money part.
Does it helps one's own self-confidence. I think the opposite can be the case. Many really smart are humble and know the limit of their own abilities.
Is it good for self-awareness? I think a certain type of self-awareness can be paralyzing.
Is it good for getting closer to the truth?
Is it good to get admired for it? At the same it seems to be really disgusting if posters of suicide forums suck off smart people on a daily basis. Is it something you want to be admired for?
One thing that I really really like about intelligence. And this is something I am curious when I meet smart people. Can they tell me something about me that I am not self-aware of? And this quantum scientist I met had a better understanding of my biases and brain than most/all therapists I ever talked to. He noticed a certain bias that I have I do predictions all the time in a sort of distorted way. And these predictions are part of my suicidality. It is really interesting. He noticed I get angry when people tell me what if you don't commit suicide? What then. (or is it normal to get angry then. I think I have good reasons for thiking that.)
However, he also hated me and couldn't say anything positive about me inter alia because I am obsessed about intelligence and he considered that pretty pathetic. Which is sort of true and fueld my self-hatred only further. But it stems from my bullying and my mom abusing me. Tbh I think because he tried to intervene in my cogntive distortion he is now owner of a place in the walk of fame in my brain. He owns an apartment in it. And in this forum where I post about it in quite a scary frequency. Lol.