Accidental?

[xonnia]

first off i'm new here.. and searching I've seen several post about making it look like an accident or something with mixed results..

I actually was wondering about the idea of using some poison (TBD) that could be injected into a bottle of say grape juice.. so it would look like someone might have tampered with the juice in the store vs me doing it myself..

The only real thing that stops me these days is the fact it would be my mom and dad that likely finds me, and that would do unjust damage to them. They don't understand how much effort it is to keep fighting. Ever since becoming a civilian every day takes more and more... and after tasting a few months of temporary bliss i realize its all just an illusion..... and i'm just tired of fighting.......

 

[StarDust]

Doing what you suggest is not the way to go. You will then be wasting police manpower looking for someone that does not exist, possibly cause a media uproar, then a series of copycats etc...

That would be highly irresponsible.

It is very difficult to make something look accidental when it is in fact suicide. If you are serious about it then you need to realise that is what it will be and accept the consequences of all that entails.

A lot of people would like to spare family and friends but that is not always possible.

If you wish not to be found by your parents then go somewhere else and set a time delayed email for long after you should perish.

 

[Anon1337]

Unfortunately they'll probably be able to tell if it's a suicide. Cops can look at your search history, possible self harm and many other clues. Also, if you did that there would be a massive investigation and the store would probably be temporary closed down and lose loads of money.

 

[StarDust]

Unfortunately they'll probably be able to tell if it's a suicide. Cops can look at your search history, possible self harm and many other clues. Also, if you did that there would be a massive investigation and the store would probably be temporary closed down and lose loads of money.

Not to mention the low paid employees that depend on their jobs to live paycheck to paycheck.

 

[DeathBecomesMe]

If you pretend to go camping and make some food on a barbecue and then bring the coals in, given your tent is well insulated or you have a shit ton of coals, that method could appear 'accidental'. It's known as the CO method, maybe you've seen it around here.

 

[Lra888]

The fake poisoning thing would definitely get a police investigation so I don't think it would work.

There are many other ways to fake an accident that wouldn't lead to a criminal investigation, intense retracing of your steps, web browsing etc.

Car crash,
Accidental prescription od & alcohol,
Getting killed by a bus
Rock climbing accident
Drowning
Hypothermia

 

[StarDust]

The fake poisoning thing would definitely get a police investigation so I don't think it would work.

There are many other ways to fake an accident that wouldn't lead to a criminal investigation, intense retracing of your steps, web browsing etc.

Car crash,
Accidental prescription od & alcohol,
Getting killed by a bus
Rock climbing accident
Drowning
Hypothermia

I thought about doing hypothermia and even tried it out...helps if you are super duper drunk otherwise its just....not pleasant.

 

[Anon1337]

If you pretend to go camping and make some food on a barbecue and then bring the coals in, given your tent is well insulated or you have a shit ton of coals, that method could appear 'accidental'. It's known as the CO method, maybe you've seen it around here.

But then everyone would think you're a fucking idiot, lol.

 

[DeathBecomesMe]

But then everyone would think you're a fucking idiot, lol.

Lol. True. Some hyper critical parents would probably prefer suicide to having their offspring win a Darwin Award.

Edit: Inserted word: True

 

[Anon1337]

The fake poisoning thing would definitely get a police investigation so I don't think it would work.

There are many other ways to fake an accident that wouldn't lead to a criminal investigation, intense retracing of your steps, web browsing etc.

Car crash,
Accidental prescription od & alcohol,
Getting killed by a bus
Rock climbing accident
Drowning
Hypothermia

Only issue I see with car crash is if other people are killed or harmed. Make sure that you are the only person that will be in danger.

 

[Lra888]

Unfortunately they'll probably be able to tell if it's a suicide. Cops can look at your search history, possible self harm and many other clues. Also, if you did that there would be a massive investigation and the store would probably be temporary closed down and lose loads of money.

This brings up a good point. If the police find you dead - even if it seems 99% likely it's a suicide how deeply would they investigate? Would they go so far as to get your web history from your ISP? That would be awful.

 

[Anon1337]

This brings up a good point. If the police find you dead - even if it seems 99% likely it's a suicide how deeply would they investigate? Would they go so far as to get your web history from your ISP? That would be awful.

Not sure. I think it depends on how suspicious the suicide is. All suicides will be investigated but some will definitely be investigated more thoroughly.

 

[xonnia]

thank you all for the replies i get the store investigation would suck.. i just don't know... the evidence of self harm would be there 2. car crash i think about all the time but fear living through it... granted i drive on a very dangerous road daily so i can cross fingers for a true accident. as for camping, rock climbing, ... anything outdoorsey that would give it away, my idea of roughing has been less than 4 star hotel.... I just wish society understood things better.... i HATE saying that suicde merely transfers the pain to someon else... its so fucking selfish to suffer daily so others feel "ok"

as for the computer stuff working in IT i could wipe them and make it look i did fresh installs on new drivers or something.. idk..

maybe i could take a job somewhere else or a business trip so they wouldn't be the ones that find me at lest.

 

[Lra888]

thank you all for the replies i get the store investigation would suck.. i just don't know... the evidence of self harm would be there 2. car crash i think about all the time but fear living through it... granted i drive on a very dangerous road daily so i can cross fingers for a true accident. as for camping, rock climbing, ... anything outdoorsey that would give it away, my idea of roughing has been less than 4 star hotel.... I just wish society understood things better.... i HATE saying that suicde merely transfers the pain to someon else... its so fucking selfish to suffer daily so others feel "ok"

as for the computer stuff working in IT i could wipe them and make it look i did fresh installs on new drivers or something.. idk..

maybe i could take a job somewhere else or a business trip so they wouldn't be the ones that find me at lest.

I'm worried police would get web history from ISP - but they may only bother if they suspect criminal activity - so best to research on TOR I guess.

I worry about hurting people but other times I feel that people are conditioned by society / culture to view death and suicide in a certain way and have socially acceptable views on it. People saying "it's a selfish act" are merely repeating what they heard on TV, read on internet or heard in conversation.

 

[Lra888]

You could go missing somehow. Perhaps jump into a river. That's what many think Riches James Edwards did. He's never been found.

 

[xonnia]

I'm worried police would get web history from ISP - but they may only bother if they suspect criminal activity - so best to research on TOR I guess.

I worry about hurting people but other times I feel that people are conditioned by society / culture to view death and suicide in a certain way and have socially acceptable views on it. People saying "it's a selfish act" are merely repeating what they heard on TV, read on internet or heard in conversation.

yeah the ISP history is an issue.. and some people know me enough to prob suspect it.. but i can't see them digging that deep idk....

And yes society esp western society is made suicide shameful and weak.. when its not. it takes strength to realize death is an ok and a valid option imo.

 

[Virgo]

If you are going to try and make your death look accidental maybe look into free diving? It wouldn't be a quick solution. You would need access to water, and motivation. If you push your limits with no regards to safety you will eventually die without even knowing what hit you.