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Mikey
New Member
- Sep 2, 2018
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I've been in pain ever since a botched surgery 10 years ago when I was 20. Last week, I got to thinking that I will just use my opioid prescription and maybe add in a few other drugs. However, I'm worried that having a patient OD will hurt my doctor's career or get her fired from the pain clinic. She has been so nice and understanding with me, I hate the thought of her desire to help me causing harm to her career. Do you guys think it will? Should I leave some contingency plan with a trusted person to make sure it doesn't?
This must look like an accident for my family, both for their wellbeing and so they can collect life insurance.
This is in the US. I figure that with the "opioid epidemic", the DEA is always looking to crack down on some poor doctor.
I almost OD-ed last Wednesday but I became lucid with a surge of adrenaline as my breathing slowed and I began to suffocate. I tried to force myself back to sleep but every time I did, I felt like I couldn't breath and all my muscles tightened as my adrenaline kicked in. This was with just two methadone and no other meds. I think by the time I add more in, it won't be a problem.
I've already started making plans for the future and telling people how excited I am for my plans. I don't think anyone will suspect anything more than an accident.
This must look like an accident for my family, both for their wellbeing and so they can collect life insurance.
This is in the US. I figure that with the "opioid epidemic", the DEA is always looking to crack down on some poor doctor.
I almost OD-ed last Wednesday but I became lucid with a surge of adrenaline as my breathing slowed and I began to suffocate. I tried to force myself back to sleep but every time I did, I felt like I couldn't breath and all my muscles tightened as my adrenaline kicked in. This was with just two methadone and no other meds. I think by the time I add more in, it won't be a problem.
I've already started making plans for the future and telling people how excited I am for my plans. I don't think anyone will suspect anything more than an accident.