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Obliviate

Obliviate

Abandon All Hope
Aug 13, 2022
840
So I am struggling to find a stable full time work from home job. I DO NOT WANT TO WORK. Any passion I had has been eradicated. I have an awesome bachelors degree in science. Wanted to go to medical school(WHAT A JOKE) Learned that I actually want humans to die instead. I want to work with Animals but can't drive. The only somewhat job I would be ok with is animals. Unless you are a vet you get paid poverty wages. I do not want to be a slave to make minimum wage and barely afford to live. I also do not want a job where you get degraded and abused and that's every job. My biggest fear is homelessness.

If I die my family gets $100K. I hate my family they are trash. I only live for my cats but I genuinely don't think I can do that anymore because I can't make money to support them. My plan was I work for a bit to save money for the cats then CTB. But I guess I should CTB now so there is 100K in line. My family as awful as they are, like the cats. Not more than me though. I even thought I should CTB after my cats pass but what's the point if I can't support them?

That's all I was created for I guess, an Insurance check.
 
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notreallybored

Experienced
Nov 26, 2024
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ב''ה,

Some of us might only have been created for this; take it up with the Creator of all things, I guess.
 
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Obliviate

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Abandon All Hope
Aug 13, 2022
840
ב''ה,

Some of us might only have been created for this; take it up with the Creator of all things, I guess.
If there is a creator. Yeah that is what I was created for I guess, an insurance check.
 
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EmptyBottle

EmptyBottle

🔑 LTO tape exists
Apr 10, 2025
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Mmm... Ravi (1.5 year old male cat) is a source of joy to me

If you want to, Call the insurance company and tell them that you don't want to be on the policy, maybe even tell them to investigate your death closely, so they will be forced to slow down money transfers if they can't cancel it.
 
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painfully

Lonely guy...
Jun 16, 2025
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Who got the insurance? If it is you, maybe you can ask for the money to go somewhere else if you dont want to go to your family.
 
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Abandon All Hope
Aug 13, 2022
840
Mmm... Ravi (1.5 year old male cat) is a source of joy to me

If you want to, Call the insurance company and tell them that you don't want to be on the policy, maybe even tell them to investigate your death closely, so they will be forced to slow down money transfers if they can't cancel it.
Yes animals are the only joy in my life. Well I do want my least abusive member to get the money so she can take care of the cats. I can't even transfer the money to the cats I believe.
Who got the insurance? If it is you, maybe you can ask for the money to go somewhere else if you dont want to go to your family.
Unless I put in a pet trust fund which is probably a legal headache, the money after I die will go to the beneficiaries, I can transfer all the money to one member that will take care of the cats. I was thinking of an animal charity but not sure if it works that way. I do need something for my cats though. Maybe split it?
 
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jazzcat621

jazzcat621

My heart for the whole world
Jun 30, 2025
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Self inflicted death usually cuts life insurance payouts down a decent bit, afaik
 
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EmptyBottle

EmptyBottle

🔑 LTO tape exists
Apr 10, 2025
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Unless I put in a pet trust fund which is probably a legal headache, the money after I die will go to the beneficiaries, I can transfer all the money to one member that will take care of the cats. I was thinking of an animal charity but not sure if it works that way. I do need something for my cats though. Maybe split it?
Pet trust fund is kinda useful, good ideas
 

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