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Someone123

Illuminated
Oct 19, 2021
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Severe abuse is so hard to overcome. Severe mental and emotional abuse over so many years leaves so much damage- you get through one layer and think you're ok but you're wrong, there are more layers to go. Eventually you can just run out of time.
 
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FuneralCry

FuneralCry

Just wanting some peace
Sep 24, 2020
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That sounds really horrible, no wonder so many people decide to ctb in this world, it's so awful how humans can cause so much harm to other people.
 
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vultureilse

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ready to go, just waiting for the right time!
Dec 31, 2022
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can feel this. i already gave up on trying. i got neglected, abused and bullied during my childhood so i didnt develop properly, i think theres no use in trying to fix my brain. no amount of years of therapy and meds would ever be able to completely fix me and make me function like a normal person
 
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Oct 19, 2021
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Concur. I think abuse in all.forms is difficult to resolve. I was abused by my family but at the time I was deceived into believing it was ' normal behaviour '. I worked on it but the scars have profoundly affected me and the relationships i have with other people. I dont trust people byandlarge. Im sorry you have found yourself in this dilemma .
 
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DukeDestroyer

DukeDestroyer

I HATE YOU!
Feb 1, 2023
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Abuse made me into the loner I am today. I use to be hardcore people person, my abusers and they were a lot of them. permanently changed that. The abuse caused all kinds of problems that I can't even begin to list. I'm done with people, even my sex drive is almost non existent these day.
 
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