IkaXo
on burnt, gauzed wings
- Jul 30, 2024
- 8
At times I feel the urge to speak but I don't have anything to say. Just a feeling that increases every time.
The talking required to my job is very low and don't have to speak too, so I could spent months without a single conversation, not even online because I don't know how.
As a result, sometimes I feel immature to my age, I think the problems I had faced were supposedly meant to make me "grow up" but I just let my head down.
If I am this invisible, what I'm supposed to do? I know family, friends, a partner could hurt you a lot, but sometimes I wonder how it feels to have those things.
The talking required to my job is very low and don't have to speak too, so I could spent months without a single conversation, not even online because I don't know how.
As a result, sometimes I feel immature to my age, I think the problems I had faced were supposedly meant to make me "grow up" but I just let my head down.
If I am this invisible, what I'm supposed to do? I know family, friends, a partner could hurt you a lot, but sometimes I wonder how it feels to have those things.