DeathSaves
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- Apr 19, 2019
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I don't know exactly how much of a joke that was, but i guess that someone with censoring powers decided to go full smartass and ignore the fact that misogyny seems to be far more directed at women who dare go against the majority of women than actually against all women themselves, and the fact that i was thoroughly mistreated and harassed by a little group for defying such majority and still got a message telling me not to undermine violence towards women while i myself got quite verbally ravaged was something of a final straw.
Well, as mentioned, ain't that the joke, i mean, the local moderation seems quite adept at ignoring women getting verbally abused should that woman go against certain traditions. I assume the fact that Villar suffered a similar fate tells a few things, but well, that is that, i guess.
The fact is that i smell a certain censorship, and while it likely disguises itself as being fair, it's just trying to lock people up in the very sterile desert of ideas, symbols and archetypes currently being enforced upon most of humankind as a whole, and while people don't seem to realize it, should one study history thoroughly, they'll realize that morals, traditions and social roles have been firmly locked in place for more than 5000 years (just you wait, the way things are going i won't be surprised if it goes over 9000) by the infamous "them" (whomever they are), the bloody bastards who love to adorn themselves with pine cones...
You don't get it because you don't study witchcraft and mystical studies, but most hermetical traditions do sustain that the Mental Realm comes BEFORE the physical one... This place, this marvellous place, where we all get to experiment this realm as a way to somehow Reach Out for the mental realm and actually change it, is getting quite misused, as for some reason, those bloody pine cone bastards seem to both try to somehow lock Time and Change into Stasis... What for, i have no idea (yet?), but this is happening, to the point where nothing ever changes... Why? No idea, but as for the How, it's basically what's been stated above, it consists of picking up a series of traits and somehow creating a stable and nearly unchanging way to think things...
On one side you have those who embrace the programmability of the mind, this beautiful blood-cooled flesh computer and the fact that all links between concepts are artificial but still reinforced through will and reiteration, to the point where those rather programmable reality-shaping links are mistakenly taken for instincts carved in stone, unlike the programs that they are... And then people get lost, for neither knowing themselves nor reality.
And then people don't realize how some groupings are artificial, especially given that when women and men were supposed to create a common identity during childhood, with beautiful hairs and colorful clothing, but instead two grops are created, one going through the mutilation of having one's hair cut short rather than being allowed to grow long, along with bizarre clothing full of straight lines and squares, while another group gets complex-patterned clothing and learn how to properly adorn themselves. And thus two artificial groups are created, and things get way worse as time goes by, but i'll leave that for those interested in social engineering to further develop the point.
Now, especially given that i'm a witch myself, yay, let's start a witch hunt, right? Shure, shure (sic), that's likely a very good idea, but i think people should know humans as a whole and decide for themselves what to do, take possessions of their lives and much like that strange submarine commander who's a true Illuminati and do whatever the eff they want with their lives... But without knowledge, all is lost, for how can one play with a formula if one knows not what things are? Still, one can't know all of humanity without knowing it in its entire, for opposite groups can only exist in contrast with one another... A contrast that deepens and reinforces itself naturally... Both groups, no matter how much they go into conflict, can't exist withouut contrast and opposition... Both depend on each other to exist. But i guess everyone knew that, left?
Now, once such grand speech gets served, should we start burning people on stakes? I mean, i sorta remember the last time that happened to me, and while it wasn't all that bad because that life was finally over, i'm not sure if i want to partake into vain struggles, but the very fact that when someone crosses a line that turns violence into something acceptable, like my own case during our last conversation, sort of displays that something is wrong and violence gets celebrated anyhow, so i think i'll just allow my anthropophobic reactions take over and follow the Poppins model, as in, stay while the winds don't change, and change they did... So it might just be the time to pop out.
As for my own bitterness over what happened, while it might be said that i'm getting somewhat tired of trying to interact with normaloids, guess i'll just shut up my own fingers; if this entails in the fact that my secrets and confessions will not longer be shared, and along with those, my own experiments with meridian channels and ways to modify the functionality of sadness and energy flows to the mind, which might have been interesting to a group that's having a lot of trouble with life, myself included, is probably a nothing lost...
I mean, the stuff is somewhat hard to take, because it's so overwhelming to realize that your identify is nothing but a lot of circuits that Might be altered by whom those circuits result in, not to mention that it smashes the identity so hard to its contrast with the previous identify that one has a bit of trouble conciliating both states, with the feeling that one has changed oneself beyond who someone once was (like, 10sec before), and it might have been interesting for people with depression...
But any artist, scientist, priestess, writer and inventor knows that a price must be enforced should those events take place, so i'm also shure (sic) that nobody will actually miss the sharing of such attempts at magic spells, magic is phony (i just use it daily, but i digress), of corse (sic) the altering of such circuitry won't literally change sadness into something else, and i'm shure nobody will miss it. But oh, well, off-the-table such works get taken. And besides, i'm sure that that chinese fellow and all his rather eloquent ways of offending someone will more than make up for such a loss, to the point where no loss will be inflicted at all, left?
Still, you get what you give. And if i'm getting shut up, i'd rather follow the winds and see where next they'll take me, along with all i know: i don't sell myself cheap. As for me, well, dunno if and how will i kill myself, but i'd rather live a life where i try to defy the majority, quite a nice way to kiss myself goodbye, with death nearly guaranteed.
I know that i won't stop feeling empathy for men, for people with a certain taste for creating things are quite sure to have a very troublesome life, and even if i could take my place among the winning side, so what. That's not the world i want to live in, and even if it could be cheaper and easier to have people serve me, what's the point? Reincarnation stands at the end of this part of the writing carved upon the wheels of samsara, and neither do i want to be next to get forced to serve, nor can i ignore suffering. Besides, before being a woman, i'm a human: i can't ignore other humans, no matter in what group i get shoved in.
But just for saying such things i defy the majority. Oh, well. As a last piece of knowledge, the very idea of having the Demiurge inhabit all flesh clothing possible in their desire to be all that exists doesn't sound pleasant, but given that most humans behave the same, to the point where one wonders if there are 7 billion people on earth, or 7 people getting cloned ad nauseum, is something to think about.
Wanna embrace the misogyny speech? Go ahead and be a tool, a woman was harassed for talking too much. And the Demiurge continues to multiply.
Pay the price. And have fun.
Ja ne.
Well, as mentioned, ain't that the joke, i mean, the local moderation seems quite adept at ignoring women getting verbally abused should that woman go against certain traditions. I assume the fact that Villar suffered a similar fate tells a few things, but well, that is that, i guess.
The fact is that i smell a certain censorship, and while it likely disguises itself as being fair, it's just trying to lock people up in the very sterile desert of ideas, symbols and archetypes currently being enforced upon most of humankind as a whole, and while people don't seem to realize it, should one study history thoroughly, they'll realize that morals, traditions and social roles have been firmly locked in place for more than 5000 years (just you wait, the way things are going i won't be surprised if it goes over 9000) by the infamous "them" (whomever they are), the bloody bastards who love to adorn themselves with pine cones...
You don't get it because you don't study witchcraft and mystical studies, but most hermetical traditions do sustain that the Mental Realm comes BEFORE the physical one... This place, this marvellous place, where we all get to experiment this realm as a way to somehow Reach Out for the mental realm and actually change it, is getting quite misused, as for some reason, those bloody pine cone bastards seem to both try to somehow lock Time and Change into Stasis... What for, i have no idea (yet?), but this is happening, to the point where nothing ever changes... Why? No idea, but as for the How, it's basically what's been stated above, it consists of picking up a series of traits and somehow creating a stable and nearly unchanging way to think things...
On one side you have those who embrace the programmability of the mind, this beautiful blood-cooled flesh computer and the fact that all links between concepts are artificial but still reinforced through will and reiteration, to the point where those rather programmable reality-shaping links are mistakenly taken for instincts carved in stone, unlike the programs that they are... And then people get lost, for neither knowing themselves nor reality.
And then people don't realize how some groupings are artificial, especially given that when women and men were supposed to create a common identity during childhood, with beautiful hairs and colorful clothing, but instead two grops are created, one going through the mutilation of having one's hair cut short rather than being allowed to grow long, along with bizarre clothing full of straight lines and squares, while another group gets complex-patterned clothing and learn how to properly adorn themselves. And thus two artificial groups are created, and things get way worse as time goes by, but i'll leave that for those interested in social engineering to further develop the point.
Now, especially given that i'm a witch myself, yay, let's start a witch hunt, right? Shure, shure (sic), that's likely a very good idea, but i think people should know humans as a whole and decide for themselves what to do, take possessions of their lives and much like that strange submarine commander who's a true Illuminati and do whatever the eff they want with their lives... But without knowledge, all is lost, for how can one play with a formula if one knows not what things are? Still, one can't know all of humanity without knowing it in its entire, for opposite groups can only exist in contrast with one another... A contrast that deepens and reinforces itself naturally... Both groups, no matter how much they go into conflict, can't exist withouut contrast and opposition... Both depend on each other to exist. But i guess everyone knew that, left?
Now, once such grand speech gets served, should we start burning people on stakes? I mean, i sorta remember the last time that happened to me, and while it wasn't all that bad because that life was finally over, i'm not sure if i want to partake into vain struggles, but the very fact that when someone crosses a line that turns violence into something acceptable, like my own case during our last conversation, sort of displays that something is wrong and violence gets celebrated anyhow, so i think i'll just allow my anthropophobic reactions take over and follow the Poppins model, as in, stay while the winds don't change, and change they did... So it might just be the time to pop out.
As for my own bitterness over what happened, while it might be said that i'm getting somewhat tired of trying to interact with normaloids, guess i'll just shut up my own fingers; if this entails in the fact that my secrets and confessions will not longer be shared, and along with those, my own experiments with meridian channels and ways to modify the functionality of sadness and energy flows to the mind, which might have been interesting to a group that's having a lot of trouble with life, myself included, is probably a nothing lost...
I mean, the stuff is somewhat hard to take, because it's so overwhelming to realize that your identify is nothing but a lot of circuits that Might be altered by whom those circuits result in, not to mention that it smashes the identity so hard to its contrast with the previous identify that one has a bit of trouble conciliating both states, with the feeling that one has changed oneself beyond who someone once was (like, 10sec before), and it might have been interesting for people with depression...
But any artist, scientist, priestess, writer and inventor knows that a price must be enforced should those events take place, so i'm also shure (sic) that nobody will actually miss the sharing of such attempts at magic spells, magic is phony (i just use it daily, but i digress), of corse (sic) the altering of such circuitry won't literally change sadness into something else, and i'm shure nobody will miss it. But oh, well, off-the-table such works get taken. And besides, i'm sure that that chinese fellow and all his rather eloquent ways of offending someone will more than make up for such a loss, to the point where no loss will be inflicted at all, left?
Still, you get what you give. And if i'm getting shut up, i'd rather follow the winds and see where next they'll take me, along with all i know: i don't sell myself cheap. As for me, well, dunno if and how will i kill myself, but i'd rather live a life where i try to defy the majority, quite a nice way to kiss myself goodbye, with death nearly guaranteed.
I know that i won't stop feeling empathy for men, for people with a certain taste for creating things are quite sure to have a very troublesome life, and even if i could take my place among the winning side, so what. That's not the world i want to live in, and even if it could be cheaper and easier to have people serve me, what's the point? Reincarnation stands at the end of this part of the writing carved upon the wheels of samsara, and neither do i want to be next to get forced to serve, nor can i ignore suffering. Besides, before being a woman, i'm a human: i can't ignore other humans, no matter in what group i get shoved in.
But just for saying such things i defy the majority. Oh, well. As a last piece of knowledge, the very idea of having the Demiurge inhabit all flesh clothing possible in their desire to be all that exists doesn't sound pleasant, but given that most humans behave the same, to the point where one wonders if there are 7 billion people on earth, or 7 people getting cloned ad nauseum, is something to think about.
Wanna embrace the misogyny speech? Go ahead and be a tool, a woman was harassed for talking too much. And the Demiurge continues to multiply.
Pay the price. And have fun.
Ja ne.