Venting A Vent While High

[Ryan.s]

I'm going to go ahead and rant on here whilst high. I suffer from depression and PTSD but I will tell you something... that is nothing compared to what other people experience. Optimists will probably comment on this thread and talk about all of the beautiful things this world has to offer. Let's be honest... The bad in the world outweighs the good. Even if you do get the good it can turn to bad. This universe started Abruptly, and now here we are. Us minuscule humans in this vast universe. It depends upon your world view... But there are a few things that are for certain in life pain, betrayal, taxes, death and pretty much anything bad that can happen. Why do we live in a planet where there are diseases that kill people, we have people dying from cancer every single day, children are sexually and physically abused every minute, innocent people are murdered or raped. This life is not fair, this life seems like it's missing something. At any rate, I don't see why anyone would want to live in such a disgusting, sad world. Just hearing people's stories on here make me want to CTB. I care for you all and you're all in my heart. I just wish this universe wasn't like this. I wish it didn't seem like some accident but rather was a perfect world where we were all loved, and no wrong could be done, and everything was fair and equal. We have one life. We are born, we eat, and then we die. It doesn't take a rocket scientist to determine life has no intrinsic meaning. You can use certain things to give life meaning, but there is not one particular meaning to life. Here's my rant. I'm slightly high at the moment, excuse me if the logic of this post makes no sense once so ever. Comment more ranting down below, and let me know if you feel what I'm saying, want to edit something, or want to add on.

Thank you

Ryan

 

[Arrow]

high iq rant. love you too pal.

 

[Ryan.s]

high iq rant. love you too pal.

Seriously? Or sarcasm? I think I'm about the dumbest person I've ever met. Haha

 

[Arrow]

Seriously?

yes bro i liked it

 

[Ryan.s]

yes bro i liked it

You're a seriously cool dude. Can I PM you?

 

[Arrow]

You're a seriously cool dude. Can I PM you?

haha sure man (͡ ͡° ͜ つ ͡͡°) you must be high as fuck if you think i am cool

 

[Cutepoison]

I liked your rant, too. Totally agree. This is a disgusting, cruel, worthless planet. Like you, I honestly struggle understanding why anyone would want to be here, and reproduce. Fuck you, universe.

 

[AcornUnderground]

If you're lucky, life can be really good and stay that way for a long, long time. But I had no idea how much suffering existed in life, and I am sure it can get even worse. I wish I could make some sense of it. Why in the world would there be logic to this place where bad things happen to good people, good things happen to bad people, children are vulnerable and hurt. What would be the reason for any of this?

 

[Lost in a Dream]

I think I'm about the dumbest person I've ever met. Haha

If that is true, then you haven't been around as many idiots as I have...

I liked your post as well because other people's suffering has contributed to your own, which shows how much you care about others. Most people live in their own little world and they think life is great. Suicide is so far away from their thoughts that they run away from any discussion where the word is mentioned (until their lives begin to suck, of course).

I also feel like the suffering of other people is one of my reasons for wanting to die. The world is an ugly place and I hate seeing so much suffering, while being unable to fix all of it. If I could remove all of the suffering from the world and give everyone a reason to live, I would, but as long as suffering continues to exist, then death seems like the better option.

 

[a.n.kirillov]

Seriously? Or sarcasm? I think I'm about the dumbest person I've ever met. Haha

You can read and write, articulate well formed sentences and have a rational view of the world around you. Seems decent enough – to me anyway.

 

[Ryan.s]

haha sure man (͡ ͡° ͜ つ ͡͡°) you must be high as fuck if you think i am cool

Indeed my brother. Maybe it's the fact that my brain is so enamored

You can read and write, articulate well formed sentences and have a rational view of the world around you. Seems decent enough – to me anyway.

and currently high! Thanks for the confidence boost. God knows I need it.

 

[a.n.kirillov]

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There are people who believe in a wise man, who watches them from the sky and gets angry when they masturbate. Always remember that.

 

[AcornUnderground]

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There are people who believe in a wise man, who watches them from the sky and gets angry when they masturbate. Always remember that.

My mother was a fundamentalist Christian. If they wasn't crazy enough, she got a brain tumor right at the same time religion and politics got mixed together in such a messed up way. She was always crazy, but politics and her brain tumor sent her over the edge. I could write a book on her conspiracy theories involving God vs People.

 

[Ryan.s]

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There are people who believe in a wise man, who watches them from the sky and gets angry when they masturbate. Always remember that.

You've got a bit of a straw man there but okay.

You've got a bit of a straw man there but okay.

Bible never says god gets mad if you mastubait. Doesn't not once.

 

[Lost in a Dream]

Indeed my brother. Maybe it's the fact that my brain is so enamored

and currently high! Thanks for the confidence boost. God knows I need it.

I love the feeling of being high to be honest. I don't know what you are using, but I know I like to smoke weed once in a while. I try to do it as little as possible so that it feels amazing every time I use it.

I also want to mention an observation that I have made about people in general. The people who are the most intelligent are always very aware of the things they don't know and are always doubtful of the things they DO know. Sometimes they are even convinced that they are stupid, when other people would say otherwise. People who are ACTUALLY stupid seem to think that they are an expert about everything, but they don't ever seem to know a damn thing.

Since you see yourself as a stupid person, I am thinking that you might just be so aware of the things you don't know that you aren't giving yourself enough credit. You seem to be far more intelligent than you realize.

 

[Kumachan]

how can you be so sure that we only have one life? It always puzzled me how come this idea of yolo is so prevalent... Its not really that logical even...

 

[Ryan.s]

I love the feeling of being high to be honest. I don't know what you are using, but I know I like to smoke weed once in a while. I try to do it as little as possible so that it feels amazing every time I use it.

I also want to mention an observation that I have made about people in general. The people who are the most intelligent are always very aware of the things they don't know and are always doubtful of the things they DO know. Sometimes they are even convinced that they are stupid, when other people would say otherwise. People who are ACTUALLY stupid seem to think that they are an expert about everything, but they don't ever seem to know a damn thing.

Since you see yourself as a stupid person, I am thinking that you might just be so aware of the things you don't know that you aren't giving yourself enough credit. You seem to be far more intelligent than you realize.

Thank you my friend. I took 8 mg of Clonzepam (a benzodiazepine)

 

[Lost in a Dream]

You've got a bit of a straw man there but okay.

Bible never says god gets mad if you mastubait. Doesn't not once.

I don't really think that this is a strawman because there actually ARE people who believe this sort of thing. Whether it's Biblical or not is irrelevant, since there are a lot of things in the Bible that believers are ignorant of. I know that was the case for me when I believed in Christian dogma. Even though the Bible says nothing about masturbation being a sin, it condemns quite a few other things that don't even cause harm to anybody, so it doesn't seem like that big of a stretch for someone to reach this sort of conclusion when they are ignorant of a lot of things that are in it.

 

[Ryan.s]

how can you be so sure that we only have one life? It always puzzled me how come this idea of yolo is so prevalent... Its not really that logical even...

Well, amongst scientists you only live once. Once your brain dies, there is no soul. Then you get into religion... Which without a doubt has evidence for holding some validity in its claims. You just have to figure out which religion aligns with science the most and makes sense the most in general.
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I don't really think that this is a strawman because there actually ARE people who believe this sort of thing. Whether it's Biblical or not is irrelevant, since there are a lot of things in the Bible that believers are ignorant of. I know that was the case for me when I believed in Christian dogma. Even though the Bible says nothing about masturbation being a sin, it condemns quite a few other things that don't even cause harm to anybody, so it doesn't seem like that big of a stretch for someone to reach this sort of conclusion when they are ignorant of a lot of things that are in it.

well that is the Christian's problem. If people read the Bible in the original Hebrew (Old Testament) and Greek (New Testament) there would be no problems.

 

[a.n.kirillov]

You've got a bit of a straw man there but okay.

Bible never says god gets mad if you mastubait. Doesn't not once.

Yes but people believed that or at least have given that as a rationale for why boys shouldn't masturbate.

Well, amongst scientists you only live once. Once your brain dies, there is no soul. Then you get into religion... Which without a doubt has evidence for holding some validity in its claims. You just have to figure out which religion aligns with science the most and makes sense the most in general.
W

well that is the Christian's problem. If people read the Bible in the original Hebrew (Old Testament) and Greek (New Testament) there would be no problems.

The bible was written by intelligent and educated people.
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I didn't want to insult you, should you be religious. Just look around you, there are many other empirical data points of people's innate stupidity.

 

[Ryan.s]

Yes but people believed that or at least have given that as a rationale for why boys shouldn't masturbate.

The bible was written by intelligent and educated people.
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I didn't want to insult you, should you be religious. Just look around you, there are many other empirical data points of people's innate stupidity.

I could give a flying fuck if Christianity is true, I've researched the evidence and it would suggest that Christianity is indeed true. But yes of course Christian culture is beyond corrupt and disgusting.

Yes but people believed that or at least have given that as a rationale for why boys shouldn't masturbate.

The bible was written by intelligent and educated people.
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I didn't want to insult you, should you be religious. Just look around you, there are many other empirical data points of people's innate stupidity.

 

[terry_a_davis]

@Ryan.s a benzo made you rant dude? They make me chill out. Thought you'd been on a stim tbh.

 

[Ryan.s]

@Ryan.s a benzo made you rant dude? They make me chill out. Thought you'd been on a stim tbh.

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Benzos can cause creativity. I would say my ranting was my way o expressing my creativity:)

I'm going to go ahead and rant on here whilst high. I suffer from depression and PTSD but I will tell you something... that is nothing compared to what other people experience. Optimists will probably comment on this thread and talk about all of the beautiful things this world has to offer. Let's be honest... The bad in the world outweighs the good. Even if you do get the good it can turn to bad. This universe started Abruptly, and now here we are. Us minuscule humans in this vast universe. It depends upon your world view... But there are a few things that are for certain in life pain, betrayal, taxes, death and pretty much anything bad that can happen. Why do we live in a planet where there are diseases that kill people, we have people dying from cancer every single day, children are sexually and physically abused every minute, innocent people are murdered or raped. This life is not fair, this life seems like it's missing something. At any rate, I don't see why anyone would want to live in such a disgusting, sad world. Just hearing people's stories on here make me want to CTB. I care for you all and you're all in my heart. I just wish this universe wasn't like this. I wish it didn't seem like some accident but rather was a perfect world where we were all loved, and no wrong could be done, and everything was fair and equal. We have one life. We are born, we eat, and then we die. It doesn't take a rocket scientist to determine life has no intrinsic meaning. You can use certain things to give life meaning, but there is not one particular meaning to life. Here's my rant. I'm slightly high at the moment, excuse me if the logic of this post makes no sense once so ever. Comment more ranting down below, and let me know if you feel what I'm saying, want to edit something, or want to add on.

Thank you

Ryan

Would you guys like more high rants? Haha

 

[terry_a_davis]

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Benzos can cause creativity. I would say my ranting was my way o expressing my creativity:)

Guess they work ok for you. On benzo's i've sent nonsensical emails to my then boss which he mailed me by post prior to a disciplinary hearing which were like this zzzzzzfgyhjjkkffffffffffswaaqthjiiinjj. Stims made me productive but not creative. I don't think i'm that creative i bet you're quite a creative person anyway.

 

[Lost in a Dream]

Would you guys like more high rants? Haha

It can't hurt. I know for me that when I want to rant about something, being high calms me down enough that I can communicate what I want in a way that is more sensible, especially if I am feeling very strong emotions. Without being high, my ranting turns into this: