A (sort of) method to bypass survival instinct

[Deutschv2]

disclaimer : this will not 100% for everyone

ok so i found out that if you walk into a car filled with carbon monoxide, it is easier than doing something like partial suspension (atleast for me). reason i'm alive rn is because my charcoal was mistimed, but i should be dead, because for whatever reason, i just found it a lot easier to put myself into a car of carbon monoxide. so there you go. hope it helps. if you don't knnow how to do CO there are guides

 

[Nlnp2]

Well if your mind doesn't associate being in that car with death, then it could work. I get the survival instinct (anxiety,panic,fear) just by knowing that I'll have to kill myself in x hours, even without actually doing anything.

 

[Deutschv2]

Well if your mind doesn't associate being in that car with death, then it could work. I get the survival instinct (anxiety,panic,fear) just by knowing that I'll have to kill myself in x hours, even without actually doing anything.

huh.. interesting. maybe it's because the car i did it in was my own and im used to it. but i had to force myself in there even so. idk. it's interesting you get survival instinct prior to the act, perhaps that's not the survival instinct but just general anxiety? for which i think you could use a cns depressant like benzo

 

[GeorgeEastman]

I'm worried the smoke would stink. I have a strong sense of smell. Women who think they're wearing a pleasant fragrance often nauseate me with it. Probably couldn't handle the smell of the smoke.

Oh well, most people probably could. Maybe even me if I had bad enough sinus stuffage that day.

 

[nuclearsnake]

I thought about doing that but it's not an option for me. I don't want to endanger other people and I can't kill myself in my car because it was a gift from a family member who already found someone who ctb that way many years ago.

 

[Deutschv2]

I thought about doing that but it's not an option for me. I don't want to endanger other people and I can't kill myself in my car because it was a gift from a family member who already found someone who ctb that way many years ago.

I think if you do charcoal in a car and when someone opens the door it'll dissipiate so fast it won't harm the person that open the door. But maybe im wrong im not entirely sure

 

[Ryukil93]

Well, I guess in a car you can just sit there and die peacefully, as opposed to choking yourself out with a rope or whatever. Unfortunately, killing myself via partial suspension is my only option right now, and I'm planning on trying it this weekend.

I know it's scary, but I really want to try.

 

[Deutschv2]

Well, I guess in a car you can just sit there and die peacefully, as opposed to choking yourself out with a rope or whatever. Unfortunately, killing myself via partial suspension is my only option right now, and I'm planning on trying it this weekend.

I know it's scary, but I really want to try.

good luck if youre having trouble maybe try to just do it without thinking that kind of helped

 

[Ryukil93]

Yeah, I need to do it without making a "big deal" out of it. Like, "alright, I'm gonna try this, we'll just see what happens. If I survive, I can go play a game for a little while." Lol.

 

[thatguyakira123]

And then there is people like me who doesn't have a car or an enclosed room/bathroom.

 

[Deutschv2]

And then there is people like me who doesn't have a car or an enclosed room/bathroom.

i 'm sorry to hear that, maybe you could find a partner in the partners megathreads, also there is a device called co gen, it is designed by the peaceful pill guys i think, and you don't need enclosed room or anything for it, just some material, and formic sulfuric acid, and mask

Yeah, I need to do it without making a "big deal" out of it. Like, "alright, I'm gonna try this, we'll just see what happens. If I survive, I can go play a game for a little while." Lol.

interesting idea i tried this with hanging but i honestly just can't force myself to think like that, dont know why

 

[Ryukil93]

i 'm sorry to hear that, maybe you could find a partner in the partners megathreads, also there is a device called co gen, it is designed by the peaceful pill guys i think, and you don't need enclosed room or anything for it, just some material, and formic sulfuric acid, and mask

interesting idea i tried this with hanging but i honestly just can't force myself to think like that, dont know why

Well, obviously I haven't forced myself to think like that as I'm still here. I haven't tried it yet. Well, I've nearly choked myself out. It didn't seem to take very long. I'm just scared. But I have to try as my life is fucked right now. Would be better to just die right now.

 

[Aesthler]

I think it's different for everyone, I know my survival instinct kicked in when I attempted CO in a car on my second attempt. For me I think drugs are the only way I can get around the survival instinct. I don't exactly have the next attempt planned out yet but I know it's going to involve drugs, maybe mixed with drowning or falling just to make sure it's a guarantee.

 

[bbq1]

I'm worried the smoke would stink. I have a strong sense of smell. Women who think they're wearing a pleasant fragrance often nauseate me with it. Probably couldn't handle the smell of the smoke.

Oh well, most people probably could. Maybe even me if I had bad enough sinus stuffage that day.

The initial smoke is burnt off outdoors for 45 minutes till it's finished and the coals are hot and grey. Then take them inside.
People accociate bbq's with smoke because food spits fat all over the coals that causes excessive smoke and smells.
Just hot charcoal doesn't really have a smell at all.

 

[bbq1]

And then there is people like me who doesn't have a car or an enclosed room/bathroom.

A person from here used a £50 2 man popup tent two weeks ago and succeeded.

 

[weedoge]

disclaimer : this will not 100% for everyone

ok so i found out that if you walk into a car filled with carbon monoxide, it is easier than doing something like partial suspension (atleast for me). reason i'm alive rn is because my charcoal was mistimed, but i should be dead, because for whatever reason, i just found it a lot easier to put myself into a car of carbon monoxide. so there you go. hope it helps. if you don't knnow how to do CO there are guides

Truth. Its what I feel too, I know it's a method I can implement because I've done it before a few times with very little anxiety. Failed because of my shitty set up and research. Without an obvious point of no return or discomfort its one of the absolute easiest methods for sure in my book.

I think when I feel survival instinct its most often anxiety about being caught or stopped by my family and also a little bit the thought of hurting them. I solve that by waiting until they're away on holiday. Making your situation conducive to your needs as possible I think is a good place to start.

 

[weedoge]

I think if you do charcoal in a car and when someone opens the door it'll dissipiate so fast it won't harm the person that open the door. But maybe im wrong im not entirely sure

I'm pretty sure you're right about this although it'd still be a plan to put a little note or sign because there could be pockets of CO doesn't move fast enough and if they're unaware they nay try to resuscitate or something dangerously. Just a thought

 

[thatguyakira123]

A person from here used a £50 2 man popup tent two weeks ago and succeeded.

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