Oh don't worry I didn't mean to imply that, I understood what you meant. I was just trying to say something like: Even if I have mental illnesses, I should still have autonomy over my body and my life. Just because I'm not entirely of sound mind all the time, there's no reason people should aggressively and relentlessly interfere with the business of me ending my life, especially since we're all gonna die anyway.
If I'm sick and I badly want to die, it's incredibly annoying how basically the whole world is going to do everything in it's power to stop me.
It's way beyond annoying; It's frustrating. It's infuriating. It's depressing. It just makes you feel so much more helpless and miserable.