A possible farewell to a former member

[Empty Smile]

A former member of SS, has just sent me a message letting me know that at midnight tonight EST, she will be attempting her exit using the exit bag method.

Smilla has been banned for some time now, and is finally ready to ctb. I very rarely spoke to her, but when she would message me, she was always getting deeper into her despair and depression.

So here's to Smilla, hoping for the best, and a peaceful journey to the other side.

 

[Deleted member 4288]

My first meeting with her was on Reddit. We never spoke to each other but I always enjoyed her posts... Seems like it's been forever since then.....

I hope everything is going to be great for her. She deserves peace and happiness...

 

[TiredHorse]

Damn. I've been missing her presence here, too.

Here's a toast to @Smilla. May she have safe travels, and find peace and happiness at the journey's end.

 

[Jen Erik]

I have also missed her presence. I learned a lot about the exit bag from her sharing so much.

 

[Johnnythefox]

There was some memorable moments, I often thought she would return here.

 

[Final Escape]

I wish her luck. So sad

 

[Johnnythefox]

We have to bear in mind that her passing is not confirmed and that SI is a powerful deterrent, particularly with this method, as I'm sure @TiredHorse will attest to.

 

[Empty Smile]

We have to bear in mind that her passing is not confirmed and that SI is a powerful deterrent, particularly with this method, as I'm sure @TiredHorse will attest to.

She hasn't started the method yet. We have been talking a good bit today, and she is terrified. She's upset that it has come down to this.


I will pass on all the support to her that you guys are giving.

 

[TiredHorse]

She hasn't started the method yet. We have been talking a good bit today, and she is terrified. She's upset that it has come down to this.
I will pass on all the support to her that you guys are giving.

It is a terrifying and upsetting situation. She has my fullest sympathy.

Despite knowing there is no hope, I keep expecting the cavalry to ride in and save the day, and the hammer-blows of awareness that there is no cavalry flatten me every time they hit.

 

[agreement]

I wish her luck and I hope she'll find peace in a way or another.
I'm actually sad.

 

[Empty Smile]

We sent our final message to each other at 8:05.

She said to let everyone know she misses you, and hope you find the peace you deserve.

 

[not-2-b-the-answer]

A former member of SS, has just sent me a message letting me know that at midnight tonight EST, she will be attempting her exit using the exit bag method.

Smilla has been banned for some time now, and is finally ready to ctb. I very rarely spoke to her, but when she would message me, she was always getting deeper into her despair and depression.

So here's to Smilla, hoping for the best, and a peaceful journey to the other side.

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My thoughts will be with her. If she changes her mind and is still with us, tell her I wish her peace and give her a big hug for me.
I know she hasn't been on here for some time but she will be missed.

We sent our final message to each other at 8:05.

She said to let everyone know she misses you, and hope you find the peace you deserve.

I know it shouldn't get to me when one of our members finally makes it but it always does. Even though we are on a Pro Choice Forum.
I hope she found peace.

 

[Empty Smile]

It's been nearly 14 hours since I last heard from her, so, if she passed, we will never know.

She did say if she backed out, or if plan failed, she would contact me immediately, and so far, nothing.

It is possible she got drunk and is still sleeping it off, who knows...

 

[Ivenocare]

Rest in Peace, never talked to her, but I remember seeing her and her avatar.

 

[Norest4thewicked]

Hope she finds peace

 

[Angst Filled Fuck Up]

She always had so much personality and I was very fond of her. I hope she is in the best possible place right now.

 

[agreement]

It's been nearly 14 hours since I last heard from her, so, if she passed, we will never know.

She did say if she backed out, or if plan failed, she would contact me immediately, and so far, nothing.

It is possible she got drunk and is still sleeping it off, who knows...

Thanks so much for letting us know and the updates.

I always liked her since we were on the old reddit ss.
I don't know why, but this hits close to home.

 

[Thanatonaut]

I also corresponded with her extensively and we last spoke around 8:00 EDT last night. I know where she was, and I've been monitoring police/fire bands for mention of her passing but haven't heard anything yet.

 

[Empty Smile]

I also corresponded with her extensively and we last spoke around 8:00 EDT last night. I know where she was, and I've been monitoring police/fire bands for mention of her passing but haven't heard anything yet.

You join today, and this is your first post......hmmmmm

 

[Thanatonaut]

You join today, and this is your first post......hmmmmm

I used to post on here as Chronicpainnomore but I lost the login to that account. I haven't been active on here for a long time but I became friends with Smilla back when this site was new. I made a new account just to talk about this. Hi, BTW.

 

[Empty Smile]

I used to post on here as Chronicpainnomore but I lost the login to that account. I haven't been active on here for a long time but I became friends with Smilla back when this site was new. I made a new account just to talk about this. Hi, BTW.

Welcome back. I was just informed you have been here before. :)

 

[JadedGray]

Hopefully she found peace.

 

[Taylor]

This should be on the main page to commemorate her. May she rest in peace, she was an angel with a kind, loving heart.

 

[Deleted member 1768]

She hasn't started the method yet. We have been talking a good bit today, and she is terrified. She's upset that it has come down to this.


I will pass on all the support to her that you guys are giving.

Thank you.
Hugs Smilla...

 

[Thanatonaut]

I just heard from her, she couldn't go through with it. Anxiety got the best of her but she's planning to try again.

 

[Empty Smile]

I just heard from her, she couldn't go through with it. Anxiety got the best of her but she's planning to try again.

Can you ask her to contact me? Thanks...

 

[Deleted member 1768]

I just heard from her, she couldn't go through with it. Anxiety got the best of her but she's planning to try again.

Thanks Nobody...smile.

 

[Soul]

Please tell her to rest and be gentle with herself.

 

[TiredHorse]

SI is a bitch.

 

[Retched]

Hugs to you, Smilla.